Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
The sun has beeen shinin' these past days, & hellla windy.
Love it! Ehe
Welll, Havn't been updating much due to school, friends, homework, family time, etc. I havn't found the time to update besides right now .. haha. Anywho, this whole week was HSA and HSA has been pretty easy lemon squeeezy for me these past 3 days. Kind of had difficulties on some parts, today but still managed to put something down. "Something is always better than nothing."
Besides, I been lacking sleep and it's caused me to feeel so lazy! Therefore, I'm left with all these extra work that should've been done in class .. but didn't end up doing. Esp. my caption and reflections for advance guidance .. ugh. Pain in the buttttttttttt!
Aha, anyhoooots .. I'lll find the time to update when I have something interesting to
talk about. 'Tilll then sayooonara! =)
Saturday, April 11, 2009
You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all
Jesus Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all
Friday, April 10, 2009
Anywho, besides school, everything else is all g =) Had lunch w/ HKB on Tuesday which was pretty good! We ate at Genki's! Our favorite place =D Lol. Had the loads of laughs n' what not. Havn't reallly hung out with the girls since I've been at the DJ room practicallly almost every day during lunch. Lol, but we'll find a way eventually. And I always get to seee me loves at church ^_^ Speaking of which, tomarrow's Good Friday! No meat, and Mass at 5PM? I think. I'm most likely going. Hmm, I guess that's about it. Gonna go shopping tomarrow w/ my mother. Havn't done that in awhile. And I finally had the chance to clean out my closet and get rid of the clothes I don't use anymore! =) It's all going to goood use! Lol, time for new clothes ^_^ Heh.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
It wasn't as bad as I thought. Normally when I get back from break, I'm usually just slacking or lazy to do work but this time 'round it's different. Welll, of course b/c this is last term! Ha ha.
1st period was goood =) talked to Ash most of the time because she had A LOT to tell me, literallly. Like, no joke. Ha ha. Pretty goood talk tho [; Did HSA prep & what not. Pretty much it, since Ash n' I we're done early. 2nd period had HSA assembly, so we we're all at K building the whole time. It was pretty coool n' funny at some points ;b got back to class & just played hangman with the class. lunch hung out in D building with the girls. Tried to make a plan for Saturday, haha.. Hopefully it pulls through tho!! I HOPE! It was pretty goood talking n' laughing w/ the girls. Afterall, I havn't done that in awhile! Haha. 3rd period Had Delos Reyes. He's pretty chilll. Played games n' whatnot which was pretty fun. I think i'm gonna have a hard time w/ advance guidance -_- The whole Chalk & Wire thing .. Nuh uh! Not feelin' it. But we'lll see! Like my dad says all the time: "Nothing's hard unless you TRY" =) 4th period totallly late! Lol. Blame my urinary system! I couldn't pee in 3rd so I did it after. 4th period went by fast! It was pretty chilll. Just talked to HKB. Usualllls. Oh! & Pec called us up for our 3rd term grade.. AH! I got an A! =D Hehe.
Afterschool I went over to my grandma's. Babysat Izaiah. Played with the little kids n' what not. When Elijah woke up, I babysat him n' played with him so he wouldn't crrry and stuff. Mother picked me up around 5. Got home, myspaced n' cleaned out whatever I didn't need in my room. Need to make rooom for other stuff. Which reminds me, I need to clean out my closet! -_- I've got toooo many clothes that I barely use, gahh. Well, i'll put it to good use of course (:
Sucky thing is, I'm bored right about now & I can't even check my notifications on MySpace! Not coool at all. Ugh.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Anywho, last week of spring break was sort of stressing although I did manage to have some fun. Here's a recap:
03/30/09: I was over at Ethel's. Had to wake up hellla early, and i'm talking 5AM early! -_- Which pretty sucked because I only had about 3-4 hours of sleep. After done getting ready, Ethel, her parents, & I headed down to Waikiki Banyan (her dad's working place), it was SUPER cold so we sat in the car for awhile. Went to grab breakfast at Rainbow's Drive-Inn. Dang, they serve a lot for a 5 dollar plate o_O Didn't even end up eating it all! Got back to the hotel & Ethel's aunty got us a suite. Changed our clothes and jumped in the poool! Hellla cold, but it was all good after a bit =) After being super cold, we decided to go to the Hot Tub. My back was too sensitive for it so I jumped back into the poool. It was pretty coool, just ethel n' I hogging the pool to ourselves! Lol! Around 10ish, we headed back up to the hotel room n' got ready to go Alas. Cruised it there. Ate Genki's for Lunch! ^_^ Oh & we rode the trolley to & from there, hahaha. Jumped back in the pool when we got back .. but it was packed so i didn't feel much comfortable. Bought snacks and then it was time to leave. I slept practicallly the WHOLE way back home. T'was a good day, indeed. =D
03/31/09: Decided to stay home since I was super tired! I thought my cousins n' I we're gonna go out but I guess not. Slept n' what not. Pretty much killed time 'till my mother came home. Then went to Waikele with Chelle n' ma. Decided to break the ice towards everyone at my grandma's. Slept over, and it felt pretty darn goood being back at my grandma's after 2 months or so .. BLAH. Pretty much just talked to my cousins.
04/01/09: Decided to go out w/ Chelle n' Krissy. Went shoppping n' ate at Genki's. After shopping, we went over to Brandon's for a bit. Krissy had a total DUMB moment. One of those 'you-should've-been-there' moments! Lmao! Then homebound afterwards. Got stuck in traffic, no suprise at alll. -_-
04/02/09: Went over to Kalihi. Waited for Leslie to finish school then headed to Alas. Met up with Jr., Brandon, Frank, & Leann. Kind of went seperate ways because we we're in Shirokiya for the longest and it was getting so boring! So Leslie, Janalyn, n' I decided to go to Genki's! HAHA. Like, my 3rd time this weeek (but it doesn't end here), haha! After Genki's, headed back to my cousins house. Pretty much boring. Klayre decided to take us to the movies, which will continue on the next day...
04/03/09: Catched the 12:01 Midnight movie for Fast n' Furious w/ Klayre, Leslie, Janalyn, Jr, Dennis, Brandon, Jon, n' Dexter. The movie was pretty steeezin', despite the fact that I didn't quite get it ( I did at the end tho ) at first. But whatever still good ^_^ got home around 245 ish. Woke up around 1025. Got ready .. Went to Costco with cousins + Brandon. After Costco, went to Ward Genki's ^_^ HAHA. Can't get enough of it <33 Got home just before 240. Chilled with Klayre, Jr., Matt, n' Frank. . Until Brandon came over. Sort of played with his BB Gun. HA. Chilled outside w/ them n' what not. Pretty much it.
04/04/09: Went home .. that's it. BORING
04/05/09: Palm Sunday! Missed RCIA again >_< Damnit, I hate it when I miss it! Went over to Kalihi again this morning/noon. Then DonQuijote with my mother. Made it to 5PM Mass with my mom! (: Mass was sort of different today ... but stilll meaningful like always. Didn't stay for lifenight, mother told me to go home .. plus I don't think the girls went? Anyway. Schoool tomorrow! Gotta' go sleep, it's 11:22. 'till then blogger, gooodnight!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
NAME: Dianalyn Eaaaaaa
BIRTH DAY: July 24
AGE: 15 and a half. HA HA.
HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown w/ 3 streaks of blonde and half of my bangs are blonde.
EYE COLOR: Brown.
DO YOU HAVE A JOB? No, although I wish I did -_-
FAVORITE COLOR: PINK, my ultimate favvvv <3
FAVORITE FOOD: Don't really have a favorite.
DO YOU HAVE PETS? Not much of a pet freakkkk.
DO YOU DRIVE? Not yet ;(
DRINK: Water, Arizona Green Tea. I like CLEAN fun =) Others don't know how to have fun without the drugs/alcohol n' whatnot HA HA HA HA!
COKE OR PEPSI: None. I gave that up a long time ago.
HUGS OR KISSES: Both will do.
Mcdonolds OR BURGER KING: McDonalds.
NIGHT OR DAY: Day n' night.
BESTFRIEND: I have bestfriendS. Too lazy to name them all.
AGE: ranging from 15-17.
WHERE DID YOU MEET?
We all met either from school, through friends, through cousins. Blah blah blah
WHY ARE THEY YOUR BESTFRIEND?
They're the ones I can count on. And most of them are there for me, not all. HA so sad.
LAST TIME YOU TALKED?
Yesterday, the day before that, the day before that, and blah blah blah
Idk, go loook
SHORT OR TALL?
Some short, Some talll
LOVE OR MONEY? Looooooooove. Maybe, both?
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Gonna RE-CAP on my weeek so far ..
3/23- Decided to have some kind of girls day. So we didn't have anywhere in mind to go so we decided to just chill at me casa. All the girls came over, talked about relationships and what not. Colored our hairs & just the usual girl thanng. It felt really good to be with ALL the girls knowing how much i've been missing out on .. Haha. They kept me company 'till 7 at night. Then my mom decided to go to my brothers house .. Zayla them weren't home .. BOOHOO. Didn't see them for awhile. -_-
3/24- Kalihi bound again. Cousins and I decided to go Alas to kill time. Wanted to buy me those boots since they we're on sale but boots are like .. out of style sort of since it's not winter anymore. Depends how you wear it .. haha. After alas, we headed to Waikiki to pick up my cousin from work. Then we went to Baby Emporium for Matt. They're hello kitty set was so cuuute! I wanted to buy everything but it's all for babies, LAME.
3/25- Around the Island ^_^ This is like a yearly thing with my cousins. But I love it. This time we rented a U-HAUL Van so we could ALL ride together & it was pretty fun ^_^ Too bad some people didn't show face though, boo. Ha. We headed to Dole first. We we're too early so we didn't get to do the Maze although I wish we could despite the fact that we all might get a headache after (like last year) , So we rode the train instead. The lady gave us discount which is pretty good because the ride sort of sucked! Haha. And she gave us extra photo copies! She's so nice. I love workers like that. Stuck-up ones are so mean, okay .. ANYWAY. Then something gross happend. Brandon flicked this reallly big green lizard from a leaf to behind my cousins feet. It was like reallly fat and long, EWGH >_< After Dole, we headed to Matsumoto's Shave Ice, this private beach in Kahuku, Kahuku Shrimp (YUM!), Waimanalo Bay, & then Dennis took us to this private alley in the mountain up on Hawaii Kai. Pretty Dark and steep. My cousins caught this couple makin' good love .. pretty disgusting actually. Down the alley was this clifff with a bunch of rocks and a cave all the way down & of course the beautiful view of the ocean :D Pretty cool! We we're supposed to head up to tantalus, but Brandon had to go home so we dropped him off. Got home, cleaned the U-Haul Van & then went to alas. SO TIRING but I got me some good night sleeep :D
3/26- We we're sort of iffy on the whole 'Ice Palace' plan since my cousin had to work. Come to find out, he finished at 11 so we ended up going to Palace. So it was Cousin Klayre, Dennis, Junior, Leslie, Janalyn, Brandon, & Frank. It was pretty good despite the fact that I had to LEARN how to skate again since I forgot! Not my fault, I havn't been there since 6th grade!! Lol. It was pretty empty so we just enjoyed ourselves with some good clean fun =) Held onto my cousins 'cuz I was scared. And then Brandon & Dennis pushed me on the ice! Lol. Ugh, Held on to Frank since I didn't wanna fall and he almost killed me! ;( Lol, it's okay though! Thanks for the hand ^_^ Ice Palace closed at 430 so we left at about that time n' headed homebound. Went to Alas for a bit .. & Pretty much it =)
3/27- Didn't really do anything besides upload pictures, pick up my cousin from work, & go with him to take his permit test or whatever. My parents came to pick me up around 5. Headed down to the Convention Center for the auto show. Wasn't that bad. A tad boring but better than nothing. Shopped around alas after. Bought me a Juicy wallet, *Thanks brother Jay :D Ate dinner with the 'rents @ Zippys & then homebound. Pretty exhausted but glad to be back in my own bed ^_^ Haa
TODAY: Got a pedicure while my mom colored her hair. Ended up going shopping afterwards but I didn't spend much. Got home around 350 ish. Ran a mile & I feeel really good that I accomplished what I always tell myself on doing! Ha. Hmmm .. And that's about it. My fingers are getting sore from typing. Overall, this spring break is going pretty good =) Better than expected. I wish there we're more weeks to Spring Break but it's better than a one week break, or none at all! Mm, I havn't seen HKB in awhile! I miss them, & my girls too! Ahhh well.. Oh And I got me the Promises for Women book! FINALLY. I love it ;D Better to comprehend!
Haha, alrighty too much typing.. Update later. Peace.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Let's recap, sha'll we?
Friday- I didn't end up going school since I stayed very long Thursday afterschool. So my mother took me to Kalihi so I can stay at my cousins place. Didn't really do much but go to Wally world & Jacks. I was sort of tired, well .. okay maybe not SORT OF but MEGA haha. My mom & I decided to go Waikele after work, since we havn't been shopping for how many weeks?! Heh. And then the night was just chilll.
Saturday- My mom & I decided to go out yet again. Headed to Pearl Highlands & Waikele. Didn't buy much. I got my bangs cut again though (:
Sunday: Started off with RCIA which was pretty g, excluding one part though ;( She's in my prayers! After class, my mother, Dulce, & I headed to Wal-Mart. & then back to my house to chill for the time being. Got ready for 5PM mass, headed to Church. After mass was done, lifenight it was =) So chillll. Got into our groups from retreat and just ate together, talked stories and what not. Good stuffs =) And it was better 'cause it was just Geraldine & I, haha ^_^ Watched the video frm retreat which was pretty steeezin ;D We actually did a lot, but it was so fun. Lifenight didn't end 'till like 9 maybe? Took a lot of pictures that's why. Hm, And then we all decided to go Jumar's party. Chillled, n' listened to the people sing & Allie (our entertainment), lol! Dulce, Janice, & I kind of had this confidential talk thing which was pretty coool. I'm so glad we had the talk though ^_^ Relieves whatevers on my shoulders. Haha. And then the night ended around 1145ish. Got home & crashed!
As for today, I think the girls are coming over =) Gonna color our hairs, haha. Yay!
Friday, March 20, 2009
Well, I can't wait for Spring Break! There's so many events happening .. My cousins and I decided that we'd go around the Island since we couldn't stay at a hotel. Usually my uncle would get free rooms for the family but no luck this time 'round. But it's alright, no complaining. =) I don't know exactly what else is planned for my family. Hm, Sunday is "Full-Filled" reunion, & I can't wait :D I get to reunite with my sisters & brothers in Christ. Heh. Hm, & hopefully I make all the time to spend it with my girls n' HKB. And of course, my familia. My mom & I havn't been bonding so much lately like we did before, but i'm pretty sure we'll make up for it :)
Yeah, so I guess that's all i'm updating on for A little bit of everything.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Going back to the "REAL WORLD" was the toughest, and is the toughest in fact. People start to let you down, temptation gets the best of you, and others question you or even talk about you; But like what my girls tell me: "You shouldn't let them let you down, because they don't know how you feel and how it felt to experience what we did. Don't let them bring your high down." And it's true, I'm not gonna. People think it's so lame but to really KNOW God and the love he has to offer, is one the most best feelings ever. Afterall, our life isn't ours- It's God's.
And I'm glad I said yes to God =)
I put my faith in his hands & I trust him fully.
God is good, all the time.
All the time, God is good.
WHO'S IN THE HOUSE?! JESUS!
Friday, March 13, 2009
I'm going to this retreat prepared, although I am scared; it's okay right?
I'm so ready to get in touch with God & be closer to him than ever.
I'm ready to meet new people, new faces, and get closer to people.
Retreat is tonight and the rest of the weekend and I can't wait! =)
I'm alll set! Yipeeee <3
Wont be on for 3 days or so. No phone either.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
today - nothing much. school was a drag. 1st was alright. 2nd was boring. 3 was stupid. finished our project thing. n' then 4th was so irritating. had to take the test for next years english class. ugh! n' i was so not feelin' it! im starrrtin' to get a fever, i can feel it -_- shit. hopefully it doesn't get worser because retreat is tomorroww!! n' i dont wannna miss out on it! im excitedddd! :)
hm, i cant for retreat! hopefully all goes well if anything :D yayyy!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I don't know! Is this wrong?
Ahhhhhhhhh, I suck at this for real
Anywho, Days are getttin' better. I have somewhat a cold, don't know how .. but uh, i'll deal. School has ben good also, 3 A's n' 1 C. Goood right? RIGHT. Mhmm, Well i'm tired plus there's not much to update on, so sayooonara!
Saturday, March 7, 2009
It's stormy, ;( The wheather has been so weird lately! Windy, Cloudy, Rainy, Stormy, ahhh! I think i'm starting to catch a cold! Anyway, Gonna go fitting for my brother and his gf's wedding =) Yay! I'm a bridesmaid ;D HAHA. After that, probably gonna go pick up some stuff for my mommy then visit my Uncle Blair. Other than that, nothing really interesting to update on. I'm excited for retreat! And there's no reason to be scared now :] And you know what really hit me? When I was telling Jan & Donna how i'm scared for retreat and Donna was like, "Why are you scared of God?" Or something like that, and now I realized there's no reason to be scared. I mean it's okay to be scared, right? :) Still need to find me a sleeping bag & Margie has my duffle bag! Lol, ahhhh. Well, I guess that's it!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
So anyway, afterschool was alright. Went to Ethels but waited for the bus for FOREVER. Literallly! This is why I keep telling my parents that I should get my permit to I can drive sooner or later but my mom keeps holding my dad back from saying YES, ugh. -_- Oh & when I got home, our house almost burnt down! My dad went upstairs and took a shower and totally left the cooking un-attented! BLAH thank god for me and my mom's fast thinking!
Now i'm packed with the loads of projects and homework! It sucks, for real! ;( But I'm working my ass of for this because I reallly need to boost my C up to an A, since I already have 3 A's! Oh yeah! Ha!
Hm, whatelse? Oh yeah! You know what I don't like? When people think i'm so dumb that I don't know what their talking about or they think I don't know their stupid secret when the WHOLE WORLD is talking about it! LOL. Hilarious but irritating at the same time. Yeah, I really don't know .. HA.
OKAY, Gonna go homework. Peazzzz.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Anywho, I'm just thankful for my parents everday! =) They teach me right from wrong and always want the best for me & my future. I loveee them, the most!
On the other hand, I've finally made up my mind and I AM gonna attend the OLPH Retreat =) I mean, I attend RCIA so why not go to the retreat, right? I really wanna experience what everyones talking about & of course, get closer to the man above, GOD :) Mhm.
Oh & since ash wednesday I havn't been eating meat, hahaha! Fucking record man [; But I havn't really been doing anything productive either besides school projects and homework ;( I swear, School is gettin' a bit harder by the minute but I KNOW I can pull my self through! Just like what my daddy ALWAYS tells me: "Don't give up. Nothings hard unless you try. Set your mind to it & do it" Hmm, well that's pretty much all I have to update on although it might not be much of an update, lol. Sunday tomorrow, you know what that means ... RCIA & Mass @ 5 w/ the girls, <3
Thursday, February 26, 2009
I was gonna post up my Horoscopes from IScopes but the program just isn't cooperating with me right now. Welll, got a health project to worry about & other things for school -_- LATER
Anyway, School was alright. Better than most days & cold! Madre picked me up afterschool and went home straight. I know right .. on a Wednesday? Lol, but that's alright. Decided that I'd go Mass w/ the girls for Ash Wednesday & I did. It was good :] Although they we're soemthings that bothered me .. but I tried to not let it get the best of me because .. things happen. Mhm.
That's pretty much it, I still have the ashes on my forehead. Haha.
Hm, Ethel called me around 10 & I must say that was the LONGEST conversation we've had on the phone. Talked about her boy troubles and what not. Something that I really don't get is how he's hurting because the girl he 'LIKES', loves another. But he's making Ethel feel like how he feels right now, HURT. And I reallly care for Ethel that we conversated for so long because I wanted to give her best advice you know .. It hurts to hear her crying because of some dumb boy. -___- Then again, Life goes on you know? And I certainly don't want her wasting her time on someone who just doesn't care! 2 times already- she seriously has NOTHING to lose.
ANYWHO, I guess i'm calllin' it a night. Hellla tired! Good night.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Vent sessions at my old house. I miss venting to my girls because they always understood me and always knew what to say! It's not like I can't talk to them anymore, because I CAN .. It's just not the same anymore. I missssssss mainsix!
Lol, so lame but true. Blaaaah! Nowadays I can't even talk to anybody because no one really understands me and the things I go through, boohoo!
Anyhoots, this weekend wasn't much. Lots of things has been happening with the family. And because this is blogger, and random people tend to read my blogs; i'll keep this one to myself. I do hope everythings gets better but I don't think anytime soon -__- Just got to have faith in everything!
Well, off to do a bit of homework since I've been slacking health class (which is one of my easiest classses!) because i've been so lazy lately, haha. Laterrrr!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
It's my choice. If I don't get out of it now, then i'll be in a much deeper situation later ..
Once I turn around, I'm never turning back.
Life goes on, realize it. It's something you should learn to do.
And to my cousin, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't know where to end or where to even find the strength to leave. I'm so glad i'm close with you & that I can tell you anything because I know you'll be willing to listen to me and all the problems I have. I love you.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Thursday - Sleepover Kalihi. Baked Mud-Cake. Man oh man, it was so DELICIOUS! =D
Friday- Baked Cupcakes. Went to Fishers & Costco. Got me some smooth pens =)
Saturday- Valentines day. Supposed to go Palace but didn't end up going. -__- Stayed home the whole day, But we baked more cupcakes HA.
Sunday- Church & Alas.
Monday- Shopping w/ mommy. Veiwing service for cousins grandma. ;( Really wasn't in the mood the whole night. & then I see someone I don't wanna just makes me even more B l e h. -_-
Anyway, If there was one thing I learned, it is: To live life to it's fullest because you'll never know what may happen or what can. Always expect the unexpected & never let anyone stop you from doing what you wanna do. Life is short, so live it & love it. <3
Havn't got much rest this weekend so i'm calling it a night.
Oh & YAYYY! Baby Xayden Zade Kazuyuki Ea is arriving in one week as of today ^_^ Can't wait to see that baby boy <3
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
School was alright. Nothing different.
1. Worked on my cognitive tutor. Thanks to ash for giving me the formula's! You made my life easier! HA. Speeded my way through chapters 8, 9, 10, 11, & 12 since we needed to be on chapter 13 by today. So lucky me, I'm done :)
2. Uh, rearranged tables. Nothing really exciting except for doing lab for the first time. BORING.
Lunch, sat at pasalo's working on cognitive tutor. Nothing much.
3. 10 minutes late. BOOHOO, who cares. Watched 'Supersize Me', took notes, talk to michelle, edmen, and chanel. Watched Mr. Uyeda fall asleep while he was putting grades into webgrader. It was pretty hilarious if you asked me. It's one of those you-had-to-be-there moments. Hahahaha. That was the highlight of my day, of course.
4. Irritated to the maxx! Mrs. Pec couldn't shut her trap about us not talking. Who in the world cares?!?! >; And I couldn't concentrate and whatever. I was just so damn lazy. And it was humid but rainy. So irritating!
Daddy picked me up after school. Wanted to cruise with ash n' kumori them but uh .. I'm tired, i'm not feelin' the weather, and I got chores! Since when do I ever get chores?!? Psh, now that my dad is home all day .. I take over for my mom. BOOHOO.
Welll, hopefully Zaylarina comes over tonight. I HOPE! I can't see her tomorrow if she ends up coming over tomorrow! -__- I miss her. Lol, she's probably only one who can make me happy right now =) Hm, thank god tomorrow is the last day of the week for school. All I know is- KALIHI BOUND this weekend =) Yayyyy!
Monday, February 9, 2009
Sunday, February 8, 2009
“The beauty of a woman is not the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.”-- Audrey Hepburn
"Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. you have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. what’s meant to be will end up good and what's not - won’t. love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. at times, people need to fight for you. if they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. hopefully, people realize great things when they come around. and don't lose something real. always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for." - Unknown.
At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared, some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, & some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. & sometimes, all you need is o n e.
"The important thing is not to be bitter over life's dissapointments. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everday won't be sunny, & when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember- it's only in the black of night that you will see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.. so don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble & fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for, Maybe you could get more than you could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you?" - Unknown.
Don't stop at dead-ends. Break the wall down, & KEEP GOING.
Friday, February 6, 2009
I could have sworn i've been tired alll 2nd period this whole week. -__-
Talk about lack of sleep! HAHA. Today was the normal Friday it always is. Geometry is just getting boring by the minute. Pasalo is giving us like 5-8 pages a day, it sucks! >;( Biology is lame. Fell asleep off n' on either cause Bri or Anakin kept slapping me, or because Komm talks to fucking loud. Gosh. But even if, I still managed to take notes n' arrange my binder. Lunch was nothing new. Went to D for a bit, but it was B O R I N G! So ash & I went to Canon's 'cause we miss em! :) Alan came after. Took pictures with Alan since it was his last day at Campbell ;( So junnk! Health wasn't much. Ran 2 laps. Retook my test since I sort of failed. ;( And just talked stories. English was alright. Pec's gettin' better with work and shit. Me & Nave we're partners for reading but we didn't even get the reading done. Afterschool was okay. Tagged along with Ash & Jason. Went to 7-11 to buy musubi's then met up with ethel and just chillled. Went over to ashs' and waited for my mom there.
It's friday and I don't have nothing in the world to do!! >;( UGH, I wish I could drive already!
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Anywho, School was the same except for the fact that today was school-wide writing day and it sucked! I was lost half the time but thanks to Jayr! Life-saver. HA. Lunch was fun but 4th period, ugh .. I was just not feelin' it already. ;( Afterschool, waited for Jason to pick us up and headed to MickyD's. Bought McChicken for me ash & ethel. Car-ride was fun but Asing park wasn't! ;( Chilled at Ethels after .. THANKS ETHEL & ASHLEY! I love you guys forevvvva!
Mommy picked me up, crashed for 4 hours when I got home and then Zayla woke me up by slapping my face, thanks to my mom >;] Lol, I love my neice <3 Anyway, Currently on the phone with Leslie and i'm really bored n' my heads bangin'. Gonna get some shut-eye since I have to wake up early tomorrow :)
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
- Worked on a new section which was 8 pages of Geometry! Yeah, it's not that hard but I find it hard to listen all the time especially when I have Ash in the back (or front) & my cousin on the side. Always havin' side conversations, lol! Oopsies! Well I got it finished before class ended anyway so i'm all gee :)
- This class if the most boringest class ever! Ugh. Worked in our groups and I swear I was falling asleep >;[ But I finished up my work anyway.
- Ran 1 lap and did work the whole period. Me and michelle pretty much just tweaked on my G1 most of the time.
- Had Mrs. Hood for sub. Did work, and then chillled n' talked stories. Ash & I just kept laughing, ;D "BE QUAAT"
Afterschool: Rode CityBus to Ethel's house. Ordered pasta from pizza hut .. LOL. Put make up on each other which is fricking hilarious! It was one of those 'you-had-to-be-there' moments! LOL. Omgsh, it was super ugly, you don't even know! Ha! Cleaned up our faces after and just talked bout stupid stuffs ;P Crazzzeh! Mommy picked me up afterwards. Stopped by Foodland on the way home. Oh btw! Report cards came in today. Got a 3.0GPA. Not quite satisfied 'cause Ramos gave me a C but whatever. I know better now :)
I'm cramping like a bitch right now ;( I think my monthly friend is kiccking in!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
So about my whole headline thing.. During class, I was texting my cousin Leslie, and she was telling me how her grandma's blood pressure was super low already. And right there, I felt like super sad.. Not to sound lame but it's like I can feel what they feel you know? So class got done a little later than 11:30. My cousin Klayre called me. Telling me how their grandma had just passed away. And how we we're all supposed to go to their house for the SUPERBOWL. But right now isn't even a good time to be all happy, well for them atleast. But the saddest thing is to watch the person you love so much pass away right in front of your eyes. It really is sad. ;( Even though your whole family is hurting right now, just know that my prayers go out to you guys & stay strong!
So after that phonecall my daddy was already there to pick me up. Then, I get a call from my mom and she goes all ballistic on me for god-knows-what! She's always yelling at me, even when I don't do anything wrong! >;( And when I do something right, she's not even happy about it! Ugh .. And now we're not talking -__- I have like a handful on things weighing down on my shoulders right now n' im super stressed. I feel like my head is about to explode! So lame, ugh. But anyway, you see .. My life isn't as perfect as you think it is! Well it shouldnt be perfect anyway, but it can be close to it. Well whatever, you get the point. Sometimes behind every girls smile, lies something totally different- more of the opposite, you know?
All I can do for now is pray 'till things get better. Things will; eventually, I HOPE. But condolences to my cousins family. And R.I.P. to their grandma. ;( Mmhm, Today is like the saddest sunday of 2009.
Anyhoots, I felt like blogging my feelings 'cause My family just isn't cooperating with me right now and I just don't wanna bother my cousins. Blah, what to do .. what to do? ;
Saturday, January 31, 2009
This is hella' true! I love her blogs so much :D <3 Ehe.
Mhm, LIFE GOES ON ..
Today- Was the BJ PENN fight thing. Didn't watch it but my daddy n' brothers did. Mommy picked me up from Kalihi around 4. Went to Lheslies party for awhile. Now i'm at my grandmas.. HM. Nothing much happennin'. Tomorrows SUPER BOWLLL! :D I think we're headin' over to my cousins house after RCIA. yayyyy! :)
Friday, January 30, 2009
I've been so focused on so much things that arn't even important. But yet I keep it to my attention when I should be focusing on the things that will end up helping me in the future. Take school for example! It's only beeen a few weeks since we got back and already i'm trying to cut class and slack! I hate it so bad, but I can't help it at the same time. I'm willing and trying to do better and it's only up to me to make that choice. Making my parents happy is a good feeling and I just want to make them happy like I did in freshmen year! Straight A's or just lack one B but still good right? Now I'm straight B's with one C, boohoo! And their not even happy with it -__- Ugh. I really need to stop procrastinating on my work and get my shit done when it needs to be done, you know? Sounds lame but i'm for real! HA.
Another thing.. I've been writing so much blogs about why I'm mad. I'm always retaliating to everything ESPECIALLY when it comes to HIM. I feel so frustrated that the only way I can vent is to blog because no one ever seems to understand me when it comes to these kinds of things. Like seriously, he needs to know that It's my life. I wanna live it the way I want to not the way someone tells me too, you know? I just wanna live up my highschool years before they're over. Fuck the plastic girls, the girls who love to talk about others, the girls who stare at you up and down, the boys who think they can get with a DMPC when really the girl is only worth a dime, the boys who try to fuck everything up for you or ones who take the fun away from you .. JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE.. You know? My brother told me, as much as possible to live up my highschool years because it'll go by supppppper fast! And by the time you know it, we're walking down the allley with our grad partner thingy :P Ugh, welll yeah! Point is, I don't need your interference with my life. Live yours, while I live mines. Stop worrying about other people and worry 'bout yourself. Blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhh Life goes on! Stop worrying 'bout your past because you'll end up missing your future.
I think love just isn't for me right now. HAHA. But that's okay, :) Good things fall apart so better things fall together. And like they all say: Everything happens for a reason. Shouldn't go searching for love, let love find you, nawmeannn? ;]
And last one- My goal for this whole damn year is to complete Communion & head on to Confirmation! HAHA. YAY! ^_^ Hm, I mean my RCIA class is so great! And I love everything we learn each Sunday because everything always seems to make sense and is meaningful. Ahhhhhh. But I find it funny how some girls go to Church every weekend but they NEVER learn to love their neighbors. HAHA .. Hm. yeah, We'll see what god has planned for me. Heh.
Mkay, well I'm exhausted after laughing a shitload at Ethel's, afterschool. And then my mother dear wanted to go to Wal-mart. Did a lot of walking today, Now my leggggs hurt. >_<
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Walked to school with my cousin Margie. We never talked the whole walk there, lol. And that was the best conversation i've had ;P HAHAHA! Just kidding. Geometry was whatever. Mr. was starting to piss me off a bit 'cause like, I wasn't doing work and that girl at his desk kept staring. And he kept giving me stink eyes everytime i'd ask Michelle for help! >;[ Biology was stupid. But I did get my work done :D OH! That reminds me, I need to get my project done. I swear, Mrs. Komm is crazy! We only had 3 days to work on this shit. NO wait, 2 days since the first day was just her explaining. Ugh. Lunch was whatever. Cruised with the girls. Talked to Ethel & Michelle, mostly. Cruised a bit at F building 'cause Michelle didn't wanna see something that she doesn't wanna see. Health was good today! Ran 2 laps within' 6 minutes but I beat the clock, so no pushups for me :) Worked on group work. I love my group, yay! ^_^ After 3rd, I went home. Didn't feel like going to 4th for some odd reason o_O oh well! Chellie & I walked it. Babysat, cousin cut my hair a lil, and helped my cousins to their work. Mommy picked me up afterwards.
Today was boring, like the usual -__- So not my day!
But on the bright side, Zaylarina is coming over tonight :D Havn't seen that sunshine since last week thursday and it already feels long ! HAHA. Well, daddy's kicking me offf. He wants to play solitaire, how weird o_O
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE IN MY SHOES. HOW YOU CONSTANTLY TOTURE ME WITH THESE WORDS AND ALWAYS ASK ME QUESTIONS THAT I'VE ALREADY ANSWERED TO OR ONES THAT YOU ALREADY KNOW! DO YOU NOT HAVE COMMON SENSE AT ALL? YOU THINK ITS SO EASY FOR ME TO WASTE MY FUCKING BREATH TRYING TO EXPLAINING EVERY DAMN TIME WHY I'M OUT, WHO I'M WITH AND WHAT THE FUCK I DID WITH THE PEOPLE I HANG OUT WITH?! DO YOU THINK IT'S EASY TO DEAL WITH SOMEONE WHO LOCKS YOU DOWN CONSTANTLY?!? AND YOU THINK IT'S EASY FOR ME TO HEAR "YOU FLIRTING WITH BOYS YEAH" WHEN WE'RE ON THE FUCKING PHONE WHEN YOU FUCKING KNEW I WAS YOUR GF! GAH, IF I WANTED TO FLIRT THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN WITH YOU! I'M NOT FUCKING LIKE THAT. AND IF YOU THINK I AM THEN YOU MUST NOT KNOW ME. WHICH IS FUCKING SAD! YOU THINK WHEN I'M WITH MY FRIENDS, THAT AUTOMATICALLY RIGHT OFF THE BACK YOU KNOW I'M WITH GUYS? AND WHAT IF I'M NOT? (WHICH I'M NOT MOST OF THE FUCKING TIME) WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I CAN ACCEPT YOU BEING A BOYFRIEND THAT THINKS OF ME AS A GIRLFRIEND THAT FLIRTS. WHAT KIND OF BOYFRIEND IS THAT? YOU CAN'T KEEP LOOKING BACK ON MY FUCKING PAST! MY PAST IS MY PAST LEAVE IT BEHIND! FUCK.
I'M SO TIRED OF TRYING TO ANALYZE EVERY SITUATION WHEN I CAN JUST LEAVE IT AND MOVE THE FUCK ON. BUT IT SEEMS I CAN'T BECAUSE EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO I'M ALWAYS HEARING FROM YOU! YOU NEVER SEEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES THAT I DON'T WANNA GO CHASING HAPPINESS I WANT HAPPINESS NATURALLY. I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY WHEN IM NOT! IT'S NOT ME SO BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
AND TO MAKE SHIT CLEAR WITH YOUR FUCKING BRAIN- I AM NOT SEEEEING FRANK! I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE SEEING ANYONE. I DONT' WANT ANYONE SO LEAVE ME AND WHOLE FRANK SHIT ALONE. FRANK HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND SO DO I SO GET OVER IT! JUST BECAUSE HE'S PAST YOU DONT HAVE TO USE HIM FOR A REASON TO MAKE ME FEEL FUCKING BAD FOR YOU BECAUSE I DONT!!! YOU JUST DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND.. AND THAT'S ONE THING I'VE ALWAYS WANTED FRM YOU. IS TO UNDERSTAND. AND TO TRUST ME. BUT YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME, YOU NEVER TRUSTED ME SO WHAT MAKES ME THINK YOU EVER WILL?..
I'M DONE. I AM. YOU KNOW THAT, SO ACCEPT IT. STOP TRYING TO ACT LIKE I'M DOING EVERYTHING WRONG! STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON WHEN I'M NOT. ALL I WANT IS FREEEDOM AND MY FUN BACK. YOU ALWAYS KNEW HOW TO TAKE AWAY MY FUN FROM BEING WITH MY FRIENDS AND THAT'S WHAT THEY HATE ABOUT ME.. BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS RUIN MY FUCKING FUN IN EVERYTHING. JUST LET ME FUCKING BE ALREADY. LIFE GOES ON.. READ IT LEARN IT AND ACCEPT IT. LIKE THEY SAID: STOP TRYING TO PUT THE PIECES BACK TO A BROKEN GLASS, BECAUSE IN THE END YOU'LL END UP HURTING YOURSELF! SO BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVE RIT ALREADY. I'M TIRED OF TRYING .. OF TRYING TO BE HAPPPY BUT YOU ONLY MADE THINGS WORSE! I'M TIRED OF TRYING TO ACT LIKE EVERYTHINGS OKAY BUT IN REALITY IT ISN'T BECAUSE OF YOU TORTURING ME WITH THESE STUPID DUMB QUESTIONS THAT YOU ASK. YOU MAKE LIKE ITS SO EASY FOR ME.. WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT? IT ISN'T, OKAY?!
SO LIVE YOUR LIFE WHILE I LIVE MINE! AND DON'T SAY YOU REALIZED BECAUSE I'VE HEARD TO MANY TIME BEFORE AND 'TILL THIS DAY I STILL CAN'T SEE WHAT YOU REALIZED BECAUSE YOU REALLLY SITLL ACT THE SAME! AND DON'T TELL ME YOUR SORRY BECAUSE I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SORRIES. APPARENTLY YOUR SORRIES MEAN NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE. SO LEAVE IT ALREADY. JUST KNOW THAT I FUCKING TRIED OKAY. I REALLY DID! BUT EVERYTIME I TRIED TO MAKE THINGS WORK YOU KNEW JUST HOW TO FUCK IT UP A G A I N..
IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.. no one..
Monday, January 26, 2009
Reason being 'cause I can't go back to sleep after my mom dropped me off. But whatever. So yesterday I went to RCIA and we learned about forgiving which was a good topic.
"If your holding grudges, let it g o. . ." - auntie precy.
So basically I'm letting go of my grudges against people because holding grudges against a person only makes me angry when I could spend that time being happy.. mhm. And plus, it's no used holding grudges against someone when you know that they don't care. It's like your giving them the attention, you know? They're not even supposed to be worth your time. With that being said, Just "Let go, & Let God." Other than that, there really isn't anything special to update on. Its 640 so I need to get ready! sorry for all the typos, I'm still getting used to my G1. J)
Btw, GOOD MORNING.. :D
Period 1: Completed 3 pages of Geometry while conversating with Ash & Makmak.
Period 2: I felt super lazy because she talks way too much! >_<
Lunch: Me & Ash we're supposed to get our workers permit, BUT Mrs. Whateverhernameis wasn't there. Walked around. Chilled with the girls for a bit. Met up Ricky for Manapua but RICHARD ATE ALL THE CHICKEN! Fatass! HAHA, just kidding richhard gum-meow.
Period 3: Uyeda's class is always fucking chill, tell me not? :) Supposed to run laps today but it was pouring. Instead, he tolds us like a million of things to do when/if we get raped by someone, or get date raped. HA. It was pretty interesting 'cause I learned new stuffs ^_^
Period 4: ALWAYS a bore. When was it not, right? Well, tweaked on my G1. Played stupid snake & beat'd my highscore! AND tetris, ha. Read the book & it was funny.
Afterschool: Went home to Izaiah crying! HAHA. Hugged the shit out of him since he cried this morning 'cause he didnt want my cousin & I to leave ;( So sad. So I fed em' & played with him. Daddy picked me up at 4.
Now I have yet to do:
- 3 Health article summaries
- Emanuals story worksheet
- Find 2 GOOD health articles
- Get a journal & re-write my journal entries
- Complete the list of shit to do for Uyeda
- And have a goood night sleeep!
So gay, hit up my G1. LATER.
Friday, January 23, 2009
- Don't give in no matter how much you love the person because the more you give in, the more they'll end up taking advantage of you because THEY KNOW that your willing to give in anytime.
- Don't look for love, let love find you. Chances are, the more you go searching for love, the more you'll end up gettin' hurt. You don't want that, now dont you? ;]
- If you don't like something about yourself, then CHANGE IT. Everything is up to you, NO ONE ELSE.
- STOP searching for what you WANT, REALIZE what you actually already HAVE.
- For all you dumb younger-than-me couple; LOVE doesn't mean to be abused by your boyfriend everyday, every other day, or once a week. IT DOESN'T matter. No boy has the right to hurt a girl physically because if your boyfriend loved you, then he WOULDN'T hurt you.
- I find it really funny how you and your boyfriend has only been going out for 3 days and your already saying 'I love you' HA HA.
- I hate girls who think they know every fucking thing. And those who think that they're the bomb. SHIT.. get over yehselves, PAAA LEAZE.
- GUYS who think they top dawg and can beat the shit outta' anybody are just bunch of low-lifes, for real. Stop actin' yo' dick size asswipe, ACT YOUR AGE =)
- "what you don't see with you eyes, don't witness with your mouth" That's the same as- "Don't assume! You make an ASS out of U and ME." ;)
Yeah, just thought I'd mention everythiing on my mind since I really don't want to blog about my day ;P BWAHAHAHA. Anyhoots, News is on & I sha'll watch :) Hit me up on my G1 & keep me company, why don'tcha? ;]
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Period 1- Pretty good. Talked stories with Ash & Did work :)
Period 2- Irritating! -_- Took notes, graphed, lab skits, & more notes! >_<
Lunch- It was alright. Chilled at Canon's.
Period 3- Ran 1 lap around the courtyard. Listened to Uyeda talk the rest of the class.
Period 4- WAIT, before period 4, I was walking to class and I didn't hear Ashley calling me 'till the 3rd time she yelled my name from a far across the fricking courtyard. HAHAA, it was funny 'cause she looked like an idiot calling my name while I was walking faster & just ignoring her! HAHAHA. Anyhoots, 4th was okay. Wrote about the Presidential Inauguration.
Went to my grandma's afterschool. Played with Ej (Elijah) & Izaiah to kill time 'till my mom came to pick me up.
Currently watching the Inauguration still but i'm bored to death! -__- I can't wait 'till I get my new phone tomorrow, or maybe thursday. New homework to do, shiiiiiii.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Saturday- Went to Circuit City since their closing down. Not much of SALE, lame. Still expensive -_- Went back home & just cruised. E-bay'd the whole night ;D Cousin won me a Wii remote + Nunchuck! So technically I save about $20 buckarooos right there! YAY.
Sunday- Woke up early to head to church with them. Mass finished @ 9:30, went back home then packed up whatever we needed & headed down to Todai's with my cousins ^_^ Good food, plus Crepes! :D :D :D exxxxtra smiles* Went back Circuit City.. Cousins just bought DVD's & what not. Then headed back to kalihi. Slept when we got home & Dealed with dumb ugly problems again. Whatever.
Probably gonna go somewhere again tomorrow with the cousins. Hopefully I bump into ashley them since they might be headin' to where I'm going, haha :) Mkay Gonna go shower, watch movies with the cousins then i'm callin' it a night <3
Friday, January 16, 2009
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,
I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
I've learned that writing,
-Omer B. Washington
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I'm fucking lacking sleep, not even doing work, & missed one day of school & not even finishing my essay. How annoying! I promised myself to do better this year, & I hope I AM. Ugh, lack of sleep is really getting to me. Stress also! >;[ Akeedo has been stressin' me a lot. And i'm really not ready to deal with it AGAIN. Actually, I'm done with it. I've been through hell and back every damn day.. But yet, he never realizes or learns his lesson. So it's useless for real. I'm fucking tired of explaining things & him assuming i'm doing shit when I'm really not. Ugh, whatever! I know, I'm suppose to be trying but if he's not trying then it doesn't make sense for me to try. Plus, what's love without trust? NOTHING.
On the other hand, School was effin' gay. I hate my 2nd & 3rd. Supposed to switch out for 3rd but Canon doesnt have a 3rd! ;( fuck. So anyways, classes we're hella boring! Like always. Afterschoo- Chilled with Ash, Ethel, Ashs' boyfriends & his friends. Zippys, Chocolate beaccch then Ethels house. Chilllll, I telll ya (= Pretty much just cruised and captured the moment, of course since me ash & ethell we're wearing plaid today, lol.
Well whatever i'm exhausted. I hope we don't have school on Friday since another storm is on it's way! You know what that means ... BE PREPARED for possible power outages, yet again. But let's hope there's not any :)
* Yawwwwn. The pillows callin' me ;]
Monday, January 12, 2009
Boohoo, we got school again tomorrow -_- And not only that, I have to go school early since we still have to pick up schedules! How annoying! I hope I have good people in my classes. Hmph.
And I missed Secret Life of An American Teenager, crap! This sucks, I have to sleep early 'cause i'm wakin' up 5AM, fxck.
Life sucks ;( HAHA.
ASH: Do you need a straw?
ME: No why?
ASH: To suck it up bitch!
HAHA, Congrats to Jason & Ashley :)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
So back to RCIA class it was. Went to class. Learned new things for the new year. After class, dropped of Dulce & picked up my cuzzo & headed home! Tweaked on the Wii for the longest and ate delicious crab! :D MMM, YUM. Mother decided that she wanted to go shopping so we headed to pearls. Shopped & spent my $50 gift card to FOREVER21, finally! Haha. Bought clothes and what-not. Just walked around for a couple of hours & then homebound. Played Wii again & ate pretzels. Mommy got a cut on her finger so we went to longs to get bandages and pick up her medication. Now i'm bloggging 'cause i'm bored. But I wont be bored the whole night since i'm sleepin' over Ethel's tonight! YAY! :D
Tomorrow's Ethel's birthday, can't wait!
Friday, January 9, 2009
MOVIE TIME 8) LOL, havn't been to the movies in awhile.
Let's recap on my day, sha'll we? WE SHALLL! :)
Woke up extra early! Damn, my eyes we're stuck, lol! Not used to waking up hella' early anymore. So, my mother dropped me off to my cousins house in Kalihi. Watched TV, then fell asleep. Woke up 15 before 10. Watched baby Matt & whatnot. Got ready to go out & headed to alaz. Bought me a Hello Kitty bag since it was 50% offf :D And cheap cute slippers at slipper house for 5 buckarooos! Yeah, actually it's sidewalk sale so that's why its hella' cheap ;) Anywhos, cousin came to picked us up. Cruised around Waikiki then picked up J.R. from work & headed back to the house. Watched Matt for the remainder of the time while waiting for my mom to get me. Headed home, & man oh man! Can traffic get any worse on this damn rock?! >;[ UGH. Well yeah, the rest after is bunch of non-sense.
I did, however, accomplish my skills level on the Wii, lol. Sounds lame, but whatever! Well schools almost here! >;[ Even if I hate it, I got to keep tryin' 'cause I want to prove my parents wrong! Unlike others who say everythings hard but they're not even trying.. >_< Not to be mean.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
But anyway, Janice, Margie, & Agni planned to make a 'suprise' birthday party for Dulce & the plans finally pulled through. HAH. Suprised Dulce although the time was kind of running down, but who cares right? I knew she loved the suprise :D There wasn't much of us but we still made the most out of it, well atleast I TRIED too. I didn't cruise with them like this for the longest, & damn it feels good ;) So we chilled, ate, played Wii, took a couple pictures, & just talked stories. I left kind of early though 'cause my mother- as always.
And today? Oh gosh, can my day get any boringer?! I basically sat my ass down on the couch playing Wii or sat my ass on my bed MySpacing on this stupid laptop! So to make use of my time, I did a workout on the damn Wii, playing boxing. Mhm, Zayla them came over later in the day. Helped Charity with her wedding things & kicked back with my neice :D ^_^ She always knows how to make me smile ^_^ <3
You made it easier to understand.
You knew how it actually felt like in my shoe.
You knew how many times i've stressed over US
You knew how it felt like being accused of something you didn't do
You knew how bad it killed me inside
You knew how to understand me
You knew how to let me go a little (-_-)
You knew how to trust me fully ..
You tried to work things out the right way
You didn't think so much about yourself
You didn't think so much about others butting in
You didn't think so much about the 'WHAT IF's'
You didn't assume that i'd possibly just take off and leave you hanging
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Too buisy enjoying my winter break before it's back-to-school, again -__- But i've got one more week to enjoy [;
Let's see, I went out A LOT due to the fact the I was in Kalihi for the past 5 days. Lol, I slept over friday and didn't get home 'till today. And must I say, my 'vacation' was hella good :D Did a shit load in that 5 days and i'm glad 'cause i'm somewhat sticking to my new years resolution. YAY! And on top of that, I came home with A new flat screen TV in the living room (Now I can play Wii with a bigger screen ^_^), New speakers, AND! A new desktop computer. Oh gosh! I love my parents oh so much! :D What more can I ask for?! Lol, actually I didn't have to ask; It was all on them this time, haha! So anyway, I've been shopping around the malls lately and i'm getting sick of it. Haha, Seeing the same old shit with different people is so boring! Then again, what girl doesn't LOVE shopping?! ;D
Haha, Oh & I'm finally gonna get Internet without stealing connection from others, tomorrow! BUT, I'm kind of laying off the internet usage because I always like to depend my life so much on the internet when I could be doing something else BETTER right? RIGHT.
Anywho, Gonna get some shut eye. I'm kind of tired of from long day.. Goodnight ♥
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Anywho, First blog of '09 but nothing exciting to update on. Boohooo -_-
I just rested, slept, played Wii, & tweaked on MySpace the whole day! Talk about no-lifer, lol. Mhm. Went to my grandma's though for awhile :) Popped leftovers with the little kids & just upload pictures. That's pretty much my day.
Goin' to Kalihi tomorrow & possibly sleep over, HM. Sounds like a plan!
Until then, Peaaace!
Man, 2008 was filled with so many ups & downs. I can pretty much say i've encountered many things this year that I never thought I would. Eventually, things happen. But all I have to say is that everyone i've spent it with this year made 2008 filled with many many memories that i wont forget. And even if we've drifted, you know you made a huge impact in my life somehow, some way. I love you all! And to everyone else, I hope 2008 was a good year for you all. For now, let's just hope that '09 will be even better! ^_^ Just live life everyday like it's your last! Fxck the drama, just go with the flow (:
Well, I've said what I needed too. As for my NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS? HM! Lol.
- Be good to my parents & make them proud
- Appreciate everything I got in front of me.
- Eat healthy, & lose some pounds ;D
- Get my grades up & keep up my 3.5 + GPA!
- Keep being faithful to MarkAguinaldoAcido!
- Cut down on the swearing.
- Go church EVERY WEEKEND
- Stop being lazy.
- & last but not the least, KEEP MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS!! hahahahaha :D
Aw, I hope '09 will be even bettter :D
As for now all I can say is HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, be safe, enjoy every day as much as you can, don't let anyone break you, be strong, goood luck, & GOD BLESS <3