Advance Guidance

In period 3 right now. Got Romeo to the left, Macadingdong to the right,
& Vincent in the baccccck. YEEEE

It's so boring. Waitin' on Mr. So we can go upstairs to the DJ Rooom.
Mkay, later o

Busy

HA, I can finallly see the spring in SPRING! =)
The sun has beeen shinin' these past days, & hellla windy.
Love it! Ehe

Welll, Havn't been updating much due to school, friends, homework, family time, etc. I havn't found the time to update besides right now .. haha. Anywho, this whole week was HSA and HSA has been pretty easy lemon squeeezy for me these past 3 days. Kind of had difficulties on some parts, today but still managed to put something down. "Something is always better than nothing."

Besides, I been lacking sleep and it's caused me to feeel so lazy! Therefore, I'm left with all these extra work that should've been done in class .. but didn't end up doing. Esp. my caption and reflections for advance guidance .. ugh. Pain in the buttttttttttt!

Aha, anyhoooots .. I'lll find the time to update when I have something interesting to
talk about. 'Tilll then sayooonara! =)

<3

I felll in love with this song!

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all

Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising again I bless Your name
You are my all in all

When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Frustration, Stress, etc.

I've been feeling it all week ever since we got back to school. Part of the reason why is because HSA! I swear, if I mess up this years HSA, i'm so doomed! 10th grade HSA counts more than the rest for college or something, and I wouldn't wanna have to take double dose classes if I fail. I'm not so worried about english; i'm more worried about math. Ugh. Killlin' me. But on the plus side I did take a practice math test. Mr. told us that we need AT LEAST 1/3 of the test correct in order to pass (that's about 14 points) and I got 17 points! So i'm allll g with that. Blaaah, I just don't wanna be left w/ 2 english classes next year. Which most likely, WONT happen. I HOPE. Lol. Oh & did I mention that Chalk & Wire is the worsest thing ever?! -_- I hate it. Actually, I'm starting to hate it. Stupid E-portfolio shit or whatever. Ugh. That's all i'll be doing on my 3 day weekend! This sucks -_-

Anywho, besides school, everything else is all g =) Had lunch w/ HKB on Tuesday which was pretty good! We ate at Genki's! Our favorite place =D Lol. Had the loads of laughs n' what not. Havn't reallly hung out with the girls since I've been at the DJ room practicallly almost every day during lunch. Lol, but we'll find a way eventually. And I always get to seee me loves at church ^_^ Speaking of which, tomarrow's Good Friday! No meat, and Mass at 5PM? I think. I'm most likely going. Hmm, I guess that's about it. Gonna go shopping tomarrow w/ my mother. Havn't done that in awhile. And I finally had the chance to clean out my closet and get rid of the clothes I don't use anymore! =) It's all going to goood use! Lol, time for new clothes ^_^ Heh.

Lates ♥.

Start of 4th term.

Yeah, today was back-to-school day! -_- Sort of a drag, but I lived =)

It wasn't as bad as I thought. Normally when I get back from break, I'm usually just slacking or lazy to do work but this time 'round it's different. Welll, of course b/c this is last term! Ha ha.

1st period was goood =) talked to Ash most of the time because she had A LOT to tell me, literallly. Like, no joke. Ha ha. Pretty goood talk tho [; Did HSA prep & what not. Pretty much it, since Ash n' I we're done early. 2nd period had HSA assembly, so we we're all at K building the whole time. It was pretty coool n' funny at some points ;b got back to class & just played hangman with the class. lunch hung out in D building with the girls. Tried to make a plan for Saturday, haha.. Hopefully it pulls through tho!! I HOPE! It was pretty goood talking n' laughing w/ the girls. Afterall, I havn't done that in awhile! Haha. 3rd period Had Delos Reyes. He's pretty chilll. Played games n' whatnot which was pretty fun. I think i'm gonna have a hard time w/ advance guidance -_- The whole Chalk & Wire thing .. Nuh uh! Not feelin' it. But we'lll see! Like my dad says all the time: "Nothing's hard unless you TRY" =) 4th period totallly late! Lol. Blame my urinary system! I couldn't pee in 3rd so I did it after. 4th period went by fast! It was pretty chilll. Just talked to HKB. Usualllls. Oh! & Pec called us up for our 3rd term grade.. AH! I got an A! =D Hehe.

Afterschool I went over to my grandma's. Babysat Izaiah. Played with the little kids n' what not. When Elijah woke up, I babysat him n' played with him so he wouldn't crrry and stuff. Mother picked me up around 5. Got home, myspaced n' cleaned out whatever I didn't need in my room. Need to make rooom for other stuff. Which reminds me, I need to clean out my closet! -_- I've got toooo many clothes that I barely use, gahh. Well, i'll put it to good use of course (:

Sucky thing is, I'm bored right about now & I can't even check my notifications on MySpace! Not coool at all. Ugh.

Period 3

CHEEAAA, I got uh new period 3 as of today ^_^
I'm soooo bored. Lucky I got Michelle, Kayla, Christian B., Vinny, Seth, & Romeo in my class
;D I hope this'll be fun! Hahahhaa.

Okay BBL! I wanna play tetris with those bitches. >;]

Officially the end of Spring Break.

It'll suck waking up hellla early, getting ready, walking to school, and most of all gettin' work done! Going back to school isn't always easy for me .. I tend to slack majority of the time but manage to turn in work and get the grades to be something that my parents will be proud of. Speaking of which, it's 4th term already .. And I'm hoping busting ass will end up paying off at the end. No more procrastination! (I HOPE!) Well, GPA has beeen 3.0 + so far, so hopefully it'll stay that way! Ha.

Anywho, last week of spring break was sort of stressing although I did manage to have some fun. Here's a recap:

03/30/09: I was over at Ethel's. Had to wake up hellla early, and i'm talking 5AM early! -_- Which pretty sucked because I only had about 3-4 hours of sleep. After done getting ready, Ethel, her parents, & I headed down to Waikiki Banyan (her dad's working place), it was SUPER cold so we sat in the car for awhile. Went to grab breakfast at Rainbow's Drive-Inn. Dang, they serve a lot for a 5 dollar plate o_O Didn't even end up eating it all! Got back to the hotel & Ethel's aunty got us a suite. Changed our clothes and jumped in the poool! Hellla cold, but it was all good after a bit =) After being super cold, we decided to go to the Hot Tub. My back was too sensitive for it so I jumped back into the poool. It was pretty coool, just ethel n' I hogging the pool to ourselves! Lol! Around 10ish, we headed back up to the hotel room n' got ready to go Alas. Cruised it there. Ate Genki's for Lunch! ^_^ Oh & we rode the trolley to & from there, hahaha. Jumped back in the pool when we got back .. but it was packed so i didn't feel much comfortable. Bought snacks and then it was time to leave. I slept practicallly the WHOLE way back home. T'was a good day, indeed. =D

03/31/09: Decided to stay home since I was super tired! I thought my cousins n' I we're gonna go out but I guess not. Slept n' what not. Pretty much killed time 'till my mother came home. Then went to Waikele with Chelle n' ma. Decided to break the ice towards everyone at my grandma's. Slept over, and it felt pretty darn goood being back at my grandma's after 2 months or so .. BLAH. Pretty much just talked to my cousins.

04/01/09: Decided to go out w/ Chelle n' Krissy. Went shoppping n' ate at Genki's. After shopping, we went over to Brandon's for a bit. Krissy had a total DUMB moment. One of those 'you-should've-been-there' moments! Lmao! Then homebound afterwards. Got stuck in traffic, no suprise at alll. -_-

04/02/09: Went over to Kalihi. Waited for Leslie to finish school then headed to Alas. Met up with Jr., Brandon, Frank, & Leann. Kind of went seperate ways because we we're in Shirokiya for the longest and it was getting so boring! So Leslie, Janalyn, n' I decided to go to Genki's! HAHA. Like, my 3rd time this weeek (but it doesn't end here), haha! After Genki's, headed back to my cousins house. Pretty much boring. Klayre decided to take us to the movies, which will continue on the next day...

04/03/09: Catched the 12:01 Midnight movie for Fast n' Furious w/ Klayre, Leslie, Janalyn, Jr, Dennis, Brandon, Jon, n' Dexter. The movie was pretty steeezin', despite the fact that I didn't quite get it ( I did at the end tho ) at first. But whatever still good ^_^ got home around 245 ish. Woke up around 1025. Got ready .. Went to Costco with cousins + Brandon. After Costco, went to Ward Genki's ^_^ HAHA. Can't get enough of it <33 Got home just before 240. Chilled with Klayre, Jr., Matt, n' Frank. . Until Brandon came over. Sort of played with his BB Gun. HA. Chilled outside w/ them n' what not. Pretty much it.

04/04/09: Went home .. that's it. BORING

04/05/09: Palm Sunday! Missed RCIA again >_< Damnit, I hate it when I miss it! Went over to Kalihi again this morning/noon. Then DonQuijote with my mother. Made it to 5PM Mass with my mom! (: Mass was sort of different today ... but stilll meaningful like always. Didn't stay for lifenight, mother told me to go home .. plus I don't think the girls went? Anyway. Schoool tomorrow! Gotta' go sleep, it's 11:22. 'till then blogger, gooodnight!

Boredom Kills

I post too much on MySpace .. It's blogger's turn =)


NAME: Dianalyn Eaaaaaa

BIRTH DAY: July 24

AGE: 15 and a half. HA HA.

HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown w/ 3 streaks of blonde and half of my bangs are blonde.

EYE COLOR: Brown.

SCHOOL: JCHS.

DO YOU HAVE A JOB? No, although I wish I did -_-

FAVORITE COLOR: PINK, my ultimate favvvv <3

FAVORITE FOOD: Don't really have a favorite.

DO YOU HAVE PETS? Not much of a pet freakkkk.

DO YOU DRIVE? Not yet ;(

SMOKE: Naddda.

DRINK: Water, Arizona Green Tea. I like CLEAN fun =) Others don't know how to have fun without the drugs/alcohol n' whatnot HA HA HA HA!

COKE OR PEPSI: None. I gave that up a long time ago.

HUGS OR KISSES: Both will do.

Mcdonolds OR BURGER KING: McDonalds.

NIGHT OR DAY: Day n' night.

BESTFRIEND: I have bestfriendS. Too lazy to name them all.

AGE: ranging from 15-17.

WHERE DID YOU MEET?
We all met either from school, through friends, through cousins. Blah blah blah

WHY ARE THEY YOUR BESTFRIEND?
They're the ones I can count on. And most of them are there for me, not all. HA so sad.

LAST TIME YOU TALKED?
Yesterday, the day before that, the day before that, and blah blah blah

HAIR COLOR:
Idk, go loook

EYE COLOR:
Brown.

SHORT OR TALL?
Some short, Some talll

LOVE OR MONEY? Looooooooove. Maybe, both?

Spring Break MODE

I'm getting so used to this whole Spring Break thing; Now it's making me not wanna go back to school. Then again, 4th quarter .. Neeed to bust ass to get them A's =)

Gonna RE-CAP on my weeek so far ..

3/23- Decided to have some kind of girls day. So we didn't have anywhere in mind to go so we decided to just chill at me casa. All the girls came over, talked about relationships and what not. Colored our hairs & just the usual girl thanng. It felt really good to be with ALL the girls knowing how much i've been missing out on .. Haha. They kept me company 'till 7 at night. Then my mom decided to go to my brothers house .. Zayla them weren't home .. BOOHOO. Didn't see them for awhile. -_-

3/24- Kalihi bound again. Cousins and I decided to go Alas to kill time. Wanted to buy me those boots since they we're on sale but boots are like .. out of style sort of since it's not winter anymore. Depends how you wear it .. haha. After alas, we headed to Waikiki to pick up my cousin from work. Then we went to Baby Emporium for Matt. They're hello kitty set was so cuuute! I wanted to buy everything but it's all for babies, LAME.

3/25- Around the Island ^_^ This is like a yearly thing with my cousins. But I love it. This time we rented a U-HAUL Van so we could ALL ride together & it was pretty fun ^_^ Too bad some people didn't show face though, boo. Ha. We headed to Dole first. We we're too early so we didn't get to do the Maze although I wish we could despite the fact that we all might get a headache after (like last year) , So we rode the train instead. The lady gave us discount which is pretty good because the ride sort of sucked! Haha. And she gave us extra photo copies! She's so nice. I love workers like that. Stuck-up ones are so mean, okay .. ANYWAY. Then something gross happend. Brandon flicked this reallly big green lizard from a leaf to behind my cousins feet. It was like reallly fat and long, EWGH >_< After Dole, we headed to Matsumoto's Shave Ice, this private beach in Kahuku, Kahuku Shrimp (YUM!), Waimanalo Bay, & then Dennis took us to this private alley in the mountain up on Hawaii Kai. Pretty Dark and steep. My cousins caught this couple makin' good love .. pretty disgusting actually. Down the alley was this clifff with a bunch of rocks and a cave all the way down & of course the beautiful view of the ocean :D Pretty cool! We we're supposed to head up to tantalus, but Brandon had to go home so we dropped him off. Got home, cleaned the U-Haul Van & then went to alas. SO TIRING but I got me some good night sleeep :D

3/26- We we're sort of iffy on the whole 'Ice Palace' plan since my cousin had to work. Come to find out, he finished at 11 so we ended up going to Palace. So it was Cousin Klayre, Dennis, Junior, Leslie, Janalyn, Brandon, & Frank. It was pretty good despite the fact that I had to LEARN how to skate again since I forgot! Not my fault, I havn't been there since 6th grade!! Lol. It was pretty empty so we just enjoyed ourselves with some good clean fun =) Held onto my cousins 'cuz I was scared. And then Brandon & Dennis pushed me on the ice! Lol. Ugh, Held on to Frank since I didn't wanna fall and he almost killed me! ;( Lol, it's okay though! Thanks for the hand ^_^ Ice Palace closed at 430 so we left at about that time n' headed homebound. Went to Alas for a bit .. & Pretty much it =)

3/27- Didn't really do anything besides upload pictures, pick up my cousin from work, & go with him to take his permit test or whatever. My parents came to pick me up around 5. Headed down to the Convention Center for the auto show. Wasn't that bad. A tad boring but better than nothing. Shopped around alas after. Bought me a Juicy wallet, *Thanks brother Jay :D Ate dinner with the 'rents @ Zippys & then homebound. Pretty exhausted but glad to be back in my own bed ^_^ Haa

TODAY: Got a pedicure while my mom colored her hair. Ended up going shopping afterwards but I didn't spend much. Got home around 350 ish. Ran a mile & I feeel really good that I accomplished what I always tell myself on doing! Ha. Hmmm .. And that's about it. My fingers are getting sore from typing. Overall, this spring break is going pretty good =) Better than expected. I wish there we're more weeks to Spring Break but it's better than a one week break, or none at all! Mm, I havn't seen HKB in awhile! I miss them, & my girls too! Ahhh well.. Oh And I got me the Promises for Women book! FINALLY. I love it ;D Better to comprehend!
Haha, alrighty too much typing.. Update later. Peace.

Off to a good start.

Spring break started off good, and i'd like it to stay that way & end that way =)
Let's recap, sha'll we?


Friday- I didn't end up going school since I stayed very long Thursday afterschool. So my mother took me to Kalihi so I can stay at my cousins place. Didn't really do much but go to Wally world & Jacks. I was sort of tired, well .. okay maybe not SORT OF but MEGA haha. My mom & I decided to go Waikele after work, since we havn't been shopping for how many weeks?! Heh. And then the night was just chilll.
Saturday- My mom & I decided to go out yet again. Headed to Pearl Highlands & Waikele. Didn't buy much. I got my bangs cut again though (:
Sunday: Started off with RCIA which was pretty g, excluding one part though ;( She's in my prayers! After class, my mother, Dulce, & I headed to Wal-Mart. & then back to my house to chill for the time being. Got ready for 5PM mass, headed to Church. After mass was done, lifenight it was =) So chillll. Got into our groups from retreat and just ate together, talked stories and what not. Good stuffs =) And it was better 'cause it was just Geraldine & I, haha ^_^ Watched the video frm retreat which was pretty steeezin ;D We actually did a lot, but it was so fun. Lifenight didn't end 'till like 9 maybe? Took a lot of pictures that's why. Hm, And then we all decided to go Jumar's party. Chillled, n' listened to the people sing & Allie (our entertainment), lol! Dulce, Janice, & I kind of had this confidential talk thing which was pretty coool. I'm so glad we had the talk though ^_^ Relieves whatevers on my shoulders. Haha. And then the night ended around 1145ish. Got home & crashed!

As for today, I think the girls are coming over =) Gonna color our hairs, haha. Yay!

A little bit of everything.

As we all know, it's almost Spring Break. Well in fact, just one more day & then we're off to break! Kind of dissapointed though, for not trying my hardest to put effort into the work I do at school. Then again, it's better to complete it than not, right? Hm. School was pretty much the usual it's always been. Although, I've been feeling a little bit of everything and it frustrates me. What can I do right? Some things just never seem to change. Anyway, so I decided that I'd stay afterschool today, which is a first for my whole Sophomore year, literally! Haha. Went to Uyeda's class to do work that has been unfinished and finished my whole 7 Standards thing for my binder. I finished just in time for my brother to pick me up. From when I got home 'till now, I've been wasting time doing nothing but watching TV and on the internet, which is pretty sad because I feel like a no-lifer. HA.


Well, I can't wait for Spring Break! There's so many events happening .. My cousins and I decided that we'd go around the Island since we couldn't stay at a hotel. Usually my uncle would get free rooms for the family but no luck this time 'round. But it's alright, no complaining. =) I don't know exactly what else is planned for my family. Hm, Sunday is "Full-Filled" reunion, & I can't wait :D I get to reunite with my sisters & brothers in Christ. Heh. Hm, & hopefully I make all the time to spend it with my girls n' HKB. And of course, my familia. My mom & I havn't been bonding so much lately like we did before, but i'm pretty sure we'll make up for it :)

Yeah, so I guess that's all i'm updating on for A little bit of everything.
SAYONARAAAA! ^_^

Full-Filled (Pictures)

CABIN 4!! ^___^

Margie, Janice, Me, Joyce, Jacob & Marc in the back.

Marc, Lheslie, & I =)

My girls, [Joyce, Dulce, Margie, Me, Janice, Lheslie]

A group picture of everyone =D

Fill my heart - Twila Paris

The feeling of being "Full-Filled" with god's overflowing love, and the feeling of being "spiritually high" is the best feeling ever. The "Full-Filled" retreat this past weekend was my first I went to and it meant a lot to me. I experienced MANY things that I havn't learned, I went there with an open heart and mind, and yeah- I cried. I CRIED A LOT. This high is something you guys should experience yourselves. Spending my weekend with God and the ones I love most was great.

Going back to the "REAL WORLD" was the toughest, and is the toughest in fact. People start to let you down, temptation gets the best of you, and others question you or even talk about you; But like what my girls tell me: "You shouldn't let them let you down, because they don't know how you feel and how it felt to experience what we did. Don't let them bring your high down." And it's true, I'm not gonna. People think it's so lame but to really KNOW God and the love he has to offer, is one the most best feelings ever. Afterall, our life isn't ours- It's God's.
And I'm glad I said yes to God =)
I put my faith in his hands & I trust him fully.

God is good, all the time.
All the time, God is good.

WHO'S IN THE HOUSE?! JESUS!

haha, later.

Friday the 13th

I am confident enough and i'm not gonna try and doubt myself.
I'm going to this retreat prepared, although I am scared; it's okay right?

I'm so ready to get in touch with God & be closer to him than ever.
I'm ready to meet new people, new faces, and get closer to people.

Retreat is tonight and the rest of the weekend and I can't wait! =)
I'm alll set! Yipeeee <3

Wont be on for 3 days or so. No phone either.
<3

Feeeever

recap on yesterday - mm, me ash n' ethel decided to just be done with it, so we did. gave leftovers to those whinnny bitches n' windle. school was gay. afterschool, windle dropped us off to ethel's but went to manapua man before that, thanks windle! =D ate n' then do the dooo. it was pretty steeezin'. hahaaha. cruised at VP n' den walked back to ethels n; ate a lot! >_< daddy picked me up n' zayla n' xayden came over after =D


today - nothing much. school was a drag. 1st was alright. 2nd was boring. 3 was stupid. finished our project thing. n' then 4th was so irritating. had to take the test for next years english class. ugh! n' i was so not feelin' it! im starrrtin' to get a fever, i can feel it -_- shit. hopefully it doesn't get worser because retreat is tomorroww!! n' i dont wannna miss out on it! im excitedddd! :)

hm, i cant for retreat! hopefully all goes well if anything :D yayyy!

Gosh

This is so pathetic. I feel like i'm chasing pavements -__-
I don't know! Is this wrong?

Ahhhhhhhhh, I suck at this for real
);



Anywho, Days are getttin' better. I have somewhat a cold, don't know how .. but uh, i'll deal. School has ben good also, 3 A's n' 1 C. Goood right? RIGHT. Mhmm, Well i'm tired plus there's not much to update on, so sayooonara!

Wanna be good - Ryan Leslie

GOOOOD MORNING! =)

It's stormy, ;( The wheather has been so weird lately! Windy, Cloudy, Rainy, Stormy, ahhh! I think i'm starting to catch a cold! Anyway, Gonna go fitting for my brother and his gf's wedding =) Yay! I'm a bridesmaid ;D HAHA. After that, probably gonna go pick up some stuff for my mommy then visit my Uncle Blair. Other than that, nothing really interesting to update on. I'm excited for retreat! And there's no reason to be scared now :] And you know what really hit me? When I was telling Jan & Donna how i'm scared for retreat and Donna was like, "Why are you scared of God?" Or something like that, and now I realized there's no reason to be scared. I mean it's okay to be scared, right? :) Still need to find me a sleeping bag & Margie has my duffle bag! Lol, ahhhh. Well, I guess that's it!

Peace

Not my day.

Everything was basically irritating. My day started off irritating and that's how it went for the whole day! Gosh, can this day get any worser? >;[ Although, 3rd period was the funnest of all. Thanks, Michelle, JaQuan, Nave, etc. for the loads of laughs! The best foreal [:

So anyway, afterschool was alright. Went to Ethels but waited for the bus for FOREVER. Literallly! This is why I keep telling my parents that I should get my permit to I can drive sooner or later but my mom keeps holding my dad back from saying YES, ugh. -_- Oh & when I got home, our house almost burnt down! My dad went upstairs and took a shower and totally left the cooking un-attented! BLAH thank god for me and my mom's fast thinking!

Now i'm packed with the loads of projects and homework! It sucks, for real! ;( But I'm working my ass of for this because I reallly need to boost my C up to an A, since I already have 3 A's! Oh yeah! Ha!

Hm, whatelse? Oh yeah! You know what I don't like? When people think i'm so dumb that I don't know what their talking about or they think I don't know their stupid secret when the WHOLE WORLD is talking about it! LOL. Hilarious but irritating at the same time. Yeah, I really don't know .. HA.

OKAY, Gonna go homework. Peazzzz.

"You don't need that, It can wait." -Parents

So my parents and I we're having a talk about having a boyfriend. It's not a bad thing, of course not! I mean if you love the person, you can't help it right? But anyway, they we're telling me how certain others have no shame in front of certain elders, they just do all that disgusting things infront someone who cares A LOT for them. And I guess if you we're there, you'd understand what i'm trying to say. But it's disgusting me because some people just don't know when to turn it offf you know? And having someone that cares a lot for you see you doing disgusting things w/ your boyfriends is not a pretty view, if you ask me. I've seen it before, & I've probably kisssed a boy in front of the whole world (Wooopee!) But seeing it with my own two eyes, disgusts me. Hearing it from my parents, disgusts me. And just talking about PDA itself, disgusts me. Some people should learn when to turn it on & when to turn that shi' off & RESPECT ya' elders & the youngin's because you don't know just WHO might be lookin' up to ya.
Anywho, I'm just thankful for my parents everday! =) They teach me right from wrong and always want the best for me & my future. I loveee them, the most!


On the other hand, I've finally made up my mind and I AM gonna attend the OLPH Retreat =) I mean, I attend RCIA so why not go to the retreat, right? I really wanna experience what everyones talking about & of course, get closer to the man above, GOD :) Mhm.

Oh & since ash wednesday I havn't been eating meat, hahaha! Fucking record man [; But I havn't really been doing anything productive either besides school projects and homework ;( I swear, School is gettin' a bit harder by the minute but I KNOW I can pull my self through! Just like what my daddy ALWAYS tells me: "Don't give up. Nothings hard unless you try. Set your mind to it & do it" Hmm, well that's pretty much all I have to update on although it might not be much of an update, lol. Sunday tomorrow, you know what that means ... RCIA & Mass @ 5 w/ the girls, <3

"Everybody knows" - John Legend

School was a tad bit boring! Actually, not just a tad bit but MAJOR -_- I really don't know what it was but I just wasn't feelin' today. Geometry, Mr. Pasalo put a lot on our hands. Spent most of class time doing work. Biology was boring! And again, I was falling asleep. Gosh, can Bio get any boring- er? Geez. Lunch, was boring period. Health was stupid. Supposed to go to the library but the dumb bitch wouldn't let us in. Actually we went in and got kicked out. Then we had to wait for Uyeda to let us in .. Not even 5 seconds and we got kicked out yet again 'cause the librarian thought we yelled when someone actually sneezed! >;[ How ANNOYING. Ran 2 laps for that, ugh. English was so much better despite the tons of writing. Hm, Daddy picked me up afterschool & stopped over McD's for something to munch on =) Probably gonna go visit Zayla & Xayden tonight. I misss em'! =)


I was gonna post up my Horoscopes from IScopes but the program just isn't cooperating with me right now. Welll, got a health project to worry about & other things for school -_- LATER

It's the start of Lent, & There are a couple of things I wanted to give up for Lent like Meat, Soda, Fast-food & Negative thoughts.


Anyway, School was alright. Better than most days & cold! Madre picked me up afterschool and went home straight. I know right .. on a Wednesday? Lol, but that's alright. Decided that I'd go Mass w/ the girls for Ash Wednesday & I did. It was good :] Although they we're soemthings that bothered me .. but I tried to not let it get the best of me because .. things happen. Mhm.
That's pretty much it, I still have the ashes on my forehead. Haha.

Hm, Ethel called me around 10 & I must say that was the LONGEST conversation we've had on the phone. Talked about her boy troubles and what not. Something that I really don't get is how he's hurting because the girl he 'LIKES', loves another. But he's making Ethel feel like how he feels right now, HURT. And I reallly care for Ethel that we conversated for so long because I wanted to give her best advice you know .. It hurts to hear her crying because of some dumb boy. -___- Then again, Life goes on you know? And I certainly don't want her wasting her time on someone who just doesn't care! 2 times already- she seriously has NOTHING to lose.

ANYWHO, I guess i'm calllin' it a night. Hellla tired! Good night.

Tiring

The weather was great!

School wasn't much, as always.

Afterschool, Daddy picked me up. Mommy came to get us to head down to

my daddy's MRI appointment at Pali Momi. Waited forevvva for him -__-

After that, townbound it was. Went to visit Uncle Blair .. Welll, I had to wait

in the waiting room since he was in ICU & only certain amount of people could

go in. But anyway, Hopefully all goes well.. <3>

in traffic going back into Ewa Beach, ugh! >;[ It's so bad, I was so frustrated

but whatever. Went to my brother house and just cruised it 'till charity's mom

came home.. Got home around 10 & i'm fucking beat. -__- I'm even falling

asleep right now ! Well school & church tomorrow. Tomorrow is the start of

Lent & i'm giving up MEAT & Soda (even though I BARELY drink soda),

so yeah .. 'tilll then, g o o d n i g h t!

Reminiscinn'

You know what I miss? ..


Vent sessions at my old house. I miss venting to my girls because they always understood me and always knew what to say! It's not like I can't talk to them anymore, because I CAN .. It's just not the same anymore. I missssssss mainsix!

Lol, so lame but true. Blaaaah! Nowadays I can't even talk to anybody because no one really understands me and the things I go through, boohoo!

Work hard, play later.

My english teacher left us with a major project to do over the weekend, so it left me with no choice but to stay home & do it! like always, I tend to procrastinate so I ended up staying awake 'till 1130 last night, not bad as I thought. Although, I only got 2 out of 3 vignettes done due to frustration!! Butt that's all over now, so thank god! Hopefully that vignette project turns my B into an A because I sure did work my butt off! Hahaha.


Anyhoots, this weekend wasn't much. Lots of things has been happening with the family. And because this is blogger, and random people tend to read my blogs; i'll keep this one to myself. I do hope everythings gets better but I don't think anytime soon -__- Just got to have faith in everything!

Well, off to do a bit of homework since I've been slacking health class (which is one of my easiest classses!) because i've been so lazy lately, haha. Laterrrr!

WELCOME

BABY XAYDEN ZADE KAZUYUKI YAMAMOTO-EA!

Hella' handsome boy & i'm pretty sure his mommy & daddy (my brother) is hella' blessed to have him =D I know Zayla is too because she was so excited to see him in the Nursery ^__^ Hehe. I am pretty much happy to have a handsome japanese/filipino nephew like him! Yay!

Aside from that, Nothing much to update on. Just been going to the hospital everyday since Xayden was born. Two days, in fact. Hopefully he gets to go home today, hopefully. I was at the hospital yesterday & Zaylarina was there so we went to the 3rde floor nursery but Xayden wasn't there, & we could of sworn we seen someone just like Xayden, but Zayla said "whea the light?" So we got a call from my brother to go to the 4th floor nursery, so we did. We got there & see this baby in the incubator & I guess that was the light Zayla was talking about .. & we see this babyboy with the same hat like Xayden so Zayla's all like "they he is! that's brother!." I told Zayla that Xayden looked like her & she's all like " I don't theenk sho" LOL! Come to find out they already put him back in the room so technically we've been staring at the wrong baby for 5 minutes! So sad! I swore that baby looked like Xayden! Lol. So we went back to room & just talked stories & see Xayden (Zay-den, just with an X to make it look different from others , I guess) But I love Zayla & Xayden ^___^ Hopefully Xayden grows up to be a smarty pants just like Zayla! Zayla got the mouth full of words for a 2-year-old :)

Other than that, That's all I have yet to update on. Sayoonara!

Thankful.

Sometimes you give so much that people start to take advantage of it because they know you'll always be willing to give them chances. But this time around, it's got my own cousin involved & the talk we had last night really made me realize that i'm only standing around because you can't stand on your own, because you don't even wanna let go, because you can't do it without me. I realized that I'm wasting time trying to analyze every situation and explain it to you over & over when your only not gonna get it. This is my choice, to move on & live life already. I've done way too much. I don't even know what made you the way you are now.We're not even together but I still feel like your holding me down! I'm just thankful that my cousin & I talked about. Without that talk, I wouldn't even know where to end. I have the strength to leave, & I will. I feel like I shouldn't waste my time on this. I feel like I don't need to waste my breath having to yell everynight. You never trusted me, you never believe me, & you never understood me .. What am I gonna stand around for? SHIT HAPPENS, REALIZE IT. We all have to deal with it, doesn't matter if it hurts us or not. God has many things planned for you in the future, & same goes for me.

It's my choice. If I don't get out of it now, then i'll be in a much deeper situation later ..
Once I turn around, I'm never turning back.
Life goes on, realize it. It's something you should learn to do.

And to my cousin, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't know where to end or where to even find the strength to leave. I'm so glad i'm close with you & that I can tell you anything because I know you'll be willing to listen to me and all the problems I have. I love you.

4-DAY WEEKEND.

This weekend was good =)

Thursday - Sleepover Kalihi. Baked Mud-Cake. Man oh man, it was so DELICIOUS! =D
Friday- Baked Cupcakes. Went to Fishers & Costco. Got me some smooth pens =)
Saturday- Valentines day. Supposed to go Palace but didn't end up going. -__- Stayed home the whole day, But we baked more cupcakes HA.
Sunday- Church & Alas.
Monday- Shopping w/ mommy. Veiwing service for cousins grandma. ;( Really wasn't in the mood the whole night. & then I see someone I don't wanna just makes me even more B l e h. -_-
Anyway, If there was one thing I learned, it is: To live life to it's fullest because you'll never know what may happen or what can. Always expect the unexpected & never let anyone stop you from doing what you wanna do. Life is short, so live it & love it. <3

Havn't got much rest this weekend so i'm calling it a night.
Oh & YAYYY! Baby Xayden Zade Kazuyuki Ea is arriving in one week as of today ^_^ Can't wait to see that baby boy <3

Short days.

I've been bustin' my ass in school, and it hope it all pays off when it comes to progress reports. EVEN IF it's just progress reports, it still matters to me! HA.

School was alright. Nothing different.
1. Worked on my cognitive tutor. Thanks to ash for giving me the formula's! You made my life easier! HA. Speeded my way through chapters 8, 9, 10, 11, & 12 since we needed to be on chapter 13 by today. So lucky me, I'm done :)
2. Uh, rearranged tables. Nothing really exciting except for doing lab for the first time. BORING.
Lunch, sat at pasalo's working on cognitive tutor. Nothing much.
3. 10 minutes late. BOOHOO, who cares. Watched 'Supersize Me', took notes, talk to michelle, edmen, and chanel. Watched Mr. Uyeda fall asleep while he was putting grades into webgrader. It was pretty hilarious if you asked me. It's one of those you-had-to-be-there moments. Hahahaha. That was the highlight of my day, of course.
4. Irritated to the maxx! Mrs. Pec couldn't shut her trap about us not talking. Who in the world cares?!?! >; And I couldn't concentrate and whatever. I was just so damn lazy. And it was humid but rainy. So irritating!

Daddy picked me up after school. Wanted to cruise with ash n' kumori them but uh .. I'm tired, i'm not feelin' the weather, and I got chores! Since when do I ever get chores?!? Psh, now that my dad is home all day .. I take over for my mom. BOOHOO.

Welll, hopefully Zaylarina comes over tonight. I HOPE! I can't see her tomorrow if she ends up coming over tomorrow! -__- I miss her. Lol, she's probably only one who can make me happy right now =) Hm, thank god tomorrow is the last day of the week for school. All I know is- KALIHI BOUND this weekend =) Yayyyy!

Problem is,

Too many people go around searching to find someone to spend their whole life with and then when they've finally found the person; all of a sudden things seem to be falling into place. Unfortunately, searching for love keeps you at a greater risk of getting hurt. Well, maybe I'm wrong? Point is, Don't go searching for love, let love find you. What's meant to be will always find it's way and if it's not then let it be .. what can we do right? We can't be forced to fall in love, love just comes naturally. Just like what they all say: "Good things fall apart so better things fall together." Let it be, love is love. You can't put the peices back to a puzzle just to watch it fall apart, all over again. Something to think about, eh?

Meaningful.

I loooove quotes! <3
“The beauty of a woman is not the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.”-- Audrey Hepburn

"Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. you have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. what’s meant to be will end up good and what's not - won’t. love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. at times, people need to fight for you. if they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. hopefully, people realize great things when they come around. and don't lose something real. always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for." - Unknown.

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared, some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, & some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. & sometimes, all you need is o n e.

"The important thing is not to be bitter over life's dissapointments. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everday won't be sunny, & when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember- it's only in the black of night that you will see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.. so don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble & fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for, Maybe you could get more than you could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you?" - Unknown.

Don't stop at dead-ends. Break the wall down, & KEEP GOING.

MHM.

Maybe I am .. In denial?




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Thank god,

ITS FRIDAY!

I could have sworn i've been tired alll 2nd period this whole week. -__-
Talk about lack of sleep! HAHA. Today was the normal Friday it always is. Geometry is just getting boring by the minute. Pasalo is giving us like 5-8 pages a day, it sucks! >;( Biology is lame. Fell asleep off n' on either cause Bri or Anakin kept slapping me, or because Komm talks to fucking loud. Gosh. But even if, I still managed to take notes n' arrange my binder. Lunch was nothing new. Went to D for a bit, but it was B O R I N G! So ash & I went to Canon's 'cause we miss em! :) Alan came after. Took pictures with Alan since it was his last day at Campbell ;( So junnk! Health wasn't much. Ran 2 laps. Retook my test since I sort of failed. ;( And just talked stories. English was alright. Pec's gettin' better with work and shit. Me & Nave we're partners for reading but we didn't even get the reading done. Afterschool was okay. Tagged along with Ash & Jason. Went to 7-11 to buy musubi's then met up with ethel and just chillled. Went over to ashs' and waited for my mom there.

It's friday and I don't have nothing in the world to do!! >;( UGH, I wish I could drive already!

Different

Today was a different day and something i'll remember forever!! >_< Wont go into details 'cause confidential, haha.

Anywho, School was the same except for the fact that today was school-wide writing day and it sucked! I was lost half the time but thanks to Jayr! Life-saver. HA. Lunch was fun but 4th period, ugh .. I was just not feelin' it already. ;( Afterschool, waited for Jason to pick us up and headed to MickyD's. Bought McChicken for me ash & ethel. Car-ride was fun but Asing park wasn't! ;( Chilled at Ethels after .. THANKS ETHEL & ASHLEY! I love you guys forevvvva!

Mommy picked me up, crashed for 4 hours when I got home and then Zayla woke me up by slapping my face, thanks to my mom >;] Lol, I love my neice <3 Anyway, Currently on the phone with Leslie and i'm really bored n' my heads bangin'. Gonna get some shut-eye since I have to wake up early tomorrow :)

Yaaay

Everyday is just going by super fast! Meaning, I'm having fun! HAHA.

Aw I loved yesterday, today, and I hope tomorrow's even BETTER! :D

I love my grades since my Cumalitive GPA is 3.417 YAY! ^_^

Okay, not to sound all cocky but whatever. Lol. There's not really much to

update on. But today is Brandon Ponce's birrrthday! YOU STILL OWE

ME AND MY COUSINS A DAY OUT :) haha. Well yeah, aside from school,

and that .. I'm finally gonna get to go shopping today. It's been awhile!

Last time I went shopping that I can remember of was like right after New

Years.. >_<

The smell of raw fish is so stink! Ugh. Mmkay holler on the G1.

<3

REPORT CARDS

My day was mighty-fine :D Nothing boring for the most parts.

1. Worked on a new section which was 8 pages of Geometry! Yeah, it's not that hard but I find it hard to listen all the time especially when I have Ash in the back (or front) & my cousin on the side. Always havin' side conversations, lol! Oopsies! Well I got it finished before class ended anyway so i'm all gee :)
2. This class if the most boringest class ever! Ugh. Worked in our groups and I swear I was falling asleep >;[ But I finished up my work anyway.
3. Ran 1 lap and did work the whole period. Me and michelle pretty much just tweaked on my G1 most of the time.
4. Had Mrs. Hood for sub. Did work, and then chillled n' talked stories. Ash & I just kept laughing, ;D "BE QUAAT"

Afterschool: Rode CityBus to Ethel's house. Ordered pasta from pizza hut .. LOL. Put make up on each other which is fricking hilarious! It was one of those 'you-had-to-be-there' moments! LOL. Omgsh, it was super ugly, you don't even know! Ha! Cleaned up our faces after and just talked bout stupid stuffs ;P Crazzzeh! Mommy picked me up afterwards. Stopped by Foodland on the way home. Oh btw! Report cards came in today. Got a 3.0GPA. Not quite satisfied 'cause Ramos gave me a C but whatever. I know better now :)

I'm cramping like a bitch right now ;( I think my monthly friend is kiccking in!

SAD

It started off as a normal good Sunday. RCIA was good. Learn things, yet again. How to be humble. We even prayed for those who think they don't need Jesus in their life and those who think their top-notch and alll that shaaaz .. Cassie, Dulce, Janice & I all thought about and prayed for the same people HAHA. No names mentioned ;X

So about my whole headline thing.. During class, I was texting my cousin Leslie, and she was telling me how her grandma's blood pressure was super low already. And right there, I felt like super sad.. Not to sound lame but it's like I can feel what they feel you know? So class got done a little later than 11:30. My cousin Klayre called me. Telling me how their grandma had just passed away. And how we we're all supposed to go to their house for the SUPERBOWL. But right now isn't even a good time to be all happy, well for them atleast. But the saddest thing is to watch the person you love so much pass away right in front of your eyes. It really is sad. ;( Even though your whole family is hurting right now, just know that my prayers go out to you guys & stay strong!

So after that phonecall my daddy was already there to pick me up. Then, I get a call from my mom and she goes all ballistic on me for god-knows-what! She's always yelling at me, even when I don't do anything wrong! >;( And when I do something right, she's not even happy about it! Ugh .. And now we're not talking -__- I have like a handful on things weighing down on my shoulders right now n' im super stressed. I feel like my head is about to explode! So lame, ugh. But anyway, you see .. My life isn't as perfect as you think it is! Well it shouldnt be perfect anyway, but it can be close to it. Well whatever, you get the point. Sometimes behind every girls smile, lies something totally different- more of the opposite, you know?



All I can do for now is pray 'till things get better. Things will; eventually, I HOPE. But condolences to my cousins family. And R.I.P. to their grandma. ;( Mmhm, Today is like the saddest sunday of 2009.

Anyhoots, I felt like blogging my feelings 'cause My family just isn't cooperating with me right now and I just don't wanna bother my cousins. Blah, what to do .. what to do? ;

A lil' somethin'

"In all, to all you so called "men", You can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure this is what you want. Because once she turns around, she isn't coming back." - Maria Tran


This is hella' true! I love her blogs so much :D <3 Ehe.

Mhm, LIFE GOES ON ..

100% - Boyz 2 men

Recap on Friday- period 1 was same ol' shit. talked stories with ash n' makmak. the usual. got my work done :D period 2 wasn't much. presented n' shit then organized my binder. lunch was good! followed me cousin n' his dumb mokebangah friends. yadiyadiya. good times, ;D so fun! period 3 was stupid. did our 2 laps and I banged my head on Michelle ;( So sore! LOL. Worked on our health triangle thingy. Talked stories with Chantelle them. It was pretty interesting n' hilarious :P period 4 was boring as always. Afterschool, went with ash n' ethel to go cruising with jason n' ash's cousin myrna. Bought subway n' left since I was headin' over to Kalihi. Cousin picked me up n' headed to Times since she was cooking Salmon! WHICH WAS HELLA GOOD :D Cruised the whole night n' talked stories.

Today- Was the BJ PENN fight thing. Didn't watch it but my daddy n' brothers did. Mommy picked me up from Kalihi around 4. Went to Lheslies party for awhile. Now i'm at my grandmas.. HM. Nothing much happennin'. Tomorrows SUPER BOWLLL! :D I think we're headin' over to my cousins house after RCIA. yayyyy! :)

Thoughts.

I've noticed that I'm really starting to drift away from my New Years resolution, which is not good because I promised myself that I would try my hardest.

I've been so focused on so much things that arn't even important. But yet I keep it to my attention when I should be focusing on the things that will end up helping me in the future. Take school for example! It's only beeen a few weeks since we got back and already i'm trying to cut class and slack! I hate it so bad, but I can't help it at the same time. I'm willing and trying to do better and it's only up to me to make that choice. Making my parents happy is a good feeling and I just want to make them happy like I did in freshmen year! Straight A's or just lack one B but still good right? Now I'm straight B's with one C, boohoo! And their not even happy with it -__- Ugh. I really need to stop procrastinating on my work and get my shit done when it needs to be done, you know? Sounds lame but i'm for real! HA.


Another thing.. I've been writing so much blogs about why I'm mad. I'm always retaliating to everything ESPECIALLY when it comes to HIM. I feel so frustrated that the only way I can vent is to blog because no one ever seems to understand me when it comes to these kinds of things. Like seriously, he needs to know that It's my life. I wanna live it the way I want to not the way someone tells me too, you know? I just wanna live up my highschool years before they're over. Fuck the plastic girls, the girls who love to talk about others, the girls who stare at you up and down, the boys who think they can get with a DMPC when really the girl is only worth a dime, the boys who try to fuck everything up for you or ones who take the fun away from you .. JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE.. You know? My brother told me, as much as possible to live up my highschool years because it'll go by supppppper fast! And by the time you know it, we're walking down the allley with our grad partner thingy :P Ugh, welll yeah! Point is, I don't need your interference with my life. Live yours, while I live mines. Stop worrying about other people and worry 'bout yourself. Blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhh Life goes on! Stop worrying 'bout your past because you'll end up missing your future.

I think love just isn't for me right now. HAHA. But that's okay, :) Good things fall apart so better things fall together. And like they all say: Everything happens for a reason. Shouldn't go searching for love, let love find you, nawmeannn? ;]

And last one- My goal for this whole damn year is to complete Communion & head on to Confirmation! HAHA. YAY! ^_^ Hm, I mean my RCIA class is so great! And I love everything we learn each Sunday because everything always seems to make sense and is meaningful. Ahhhhhh. But I find it funny how some girls go to Church every weekend but they NEVER learn to love their neighbors. HAHA .. Hm. yeah, We'll see what god has planned for me. Heh.

Mkay, well I'm exhausted after laughing a shitload at Ethel's, afterschool. And then my mother dear wanted to go to Wal-mart. Did a lot of walking today, Now my leggggs hurt. >_<

UH

Today was just not my day, for real.
Walked to school with my cousin Margie. We never talked the whole walk there, lol. And that was the best conversation i've had ;P HAHAHA! Just kidding. Geometry was whatever. Mr. was starting to piss me off a bit 'cause like, I wasn't doing work and that girl at his desk kept staring. And he kept giving me stink eyes everytime i'd ask Michelle for help! >;[ Biology was stupid. But I did get my work done :D OH! That reminds me, I need to get my project done. I swear, Mrs. Komm is crazy! We only had 3 days to work on this shit. NO wait, 2 days since the first day was just her explaining. Ugh. Lunch was whatever. Cruised with the girls. Talked to Ethel & Michelle, mostly. Cruised a bit at F building 'cause Michelle didn't wanna see something that she doesn't wanna see. Health was good today! Ran 2 laps within' 6 minutes but I beat the clock, so no pushups for me :) Worked on group work. I love my group, yay! ^_^ After 3rd, I went home. Didn't feel like going to 4th for some odd reason o_O oh well! Chellie & I walked it. Babysat, cousin cut my hair a lil, and helped my cousins to their work. Mommy picked me up afterwards.
Today was boring, like the usual -__- So not my day!

But on the bright side, Zaylarina is coming over tonight :D Havn't seen that sunshine since last week thursday and it already feels long ! HAHA. Well, daddy's kicking me offf. He wants to play solitaire, how weird o_O


Later ♥

YOUR FUCKED UP.

SO MANY TIMES I'VE TRIED TO FORGET WHY WE FOUGHT JUST SO THAT YOU'D HAVE THAT CHANCE TO BE WITH ME AGAIN. TIME & TIME AGAIN, YOU'VE HURTED ME OVER AND OVER, I GAVE SO MANY CHANCES AND STILL.. YOUR STILL TAKE ADVANTAGE. YOUR SO USED TO ME GIVING YOU CHANCES THAT WHEN I FINALLY HAVE THE STRENGTH TO LEAVE, YOU GET ALL PISSED AND START BRINGING UP MY PAST A FUCKING GAIN. I TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES ALREADY THAT I DON'T WANT ANYONE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IT'S NOT EVEN WORKING OUT WITH THE BOTH OF US, PLUS ON TOP OF THAT I WANNA BE ABLE TO MAINTAIN AND GET BACK ON TRACK WITH MY GRADES! IT AINT EASY. I DONT KNOW WHY YOU CAN'T JUST LET ME BE! >:| ACCEPT MY DECISION. AND IF YOU CAN'T THEN I DON'T KNOW HOW THE HELL YOU'LL BE ABLE TO LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR FUTURE WHEN YOU KEEP LOOKING BACK!

YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE IN MY SHOES. HOW YOU CONSTANTLY TOTURE ME WITH THESE WORDS AND ALWAYS ASK ME QUESTIONS THAT I'VE ALREADY ANSWERED TO OR ONES THAT YOU ALREADY KNOW! DO YOU NOT HAVE COMMON SENSE AT ALL? YOU THINK ITS SO EASY FOR ME TO WASTE MY FUCKING BREATH TRYING TO EXPLAINING EVERY DAMN TIME WHY I'M OUT, WHO I'M WITH AND WHAT THE FUCK I DID WITH THE PEOPLE I HANG OUT WITH?! DO YOU THINK IT'S EASY TO DEAL WITH SOMEONE WHO LOCKS YOU DOWN CONSTANTLY?!? AND YOU THINK IT'S EASY FOR ME TO HEAR "YOU FLIRTING WITH BOYS YEAH" WHEN WE'RE ON THE FUCKING PHONE WHEN YOU FUCKING KNEW I WAS YOUR GF! GAH, IF I WANTED TO FLIRT THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN WITH YOU! I'M NOT FUCKING LIKE THAT. AND IF YOU THINK I AM THEN YOU MUST NOT KNOW ME. WHICH IS FUCKING SAD! YOU THINK WHEN I'M WITH MY FRIENDS, THAT AUTOMATICALLY RIGHT OFF THE BACK YOU KNOW I'M WITH GUYS? AND WHAT IF I'M NOT? (WHICH I'M NOT MOST OF THE FUCKING TIME) WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I CAN ACCEPT YOU BEING A BOYFRIEND THAT THINKS OF ME AS A GIRLFRIEND THAT FLIRTS. WHAT KIND OF BOYFRIEND IS THAT? YOU CAN'T KEEP LOOKING BACK ON MY FUCKING PAST! MY PAST IS MY PAST LEAVE IT BEHIND! FUCK.

I'M SO TIRED OF TRYING TO ANALYZE EVERY SITUATION WHEN I CAN JUST LEAVE IT AND MOVE THE FUCK ON. BUT IT SEEMS I CAN'T BECAUSE EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO I'M ALWAYS HEARING FROM YOU! YOU NEVER SEEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES THAT I DON'T WANNA GO CHASING HAPPINESS I WANT HAPPINESS NATURALLY. I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY WHEN IM NOT! IT'S NOT ME SO BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET THE FUCK OVER IT.

AND TO MAKE SHIT CLEAR WITH YOUR FUCKING BRAIN- I AM NOT SEEEEING FRANK! I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE SEEING ANYONE. I DONT' WANT ANYONE SO LEAVE ME AND WHOLE FRANK SHIT ALONE. FRANK HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND SO DO I SO GET OVER IT! JUST BECAUSE HE'S PAST YOU DONT HAVE TO USE HIM FOR A REASON TO MAKE ME FEEL FUCKING BAD FOR YOU BECAUSE I DONT!!! YOU JUST DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND.. AND THAT'S ONE THING I'VE ALWAYS WANTED FRM YOU. IS TO UNDERSTAND. AND TO TRUST ME. BUT YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME, YOU NEVER TRUSTED ME SO WHAT MAKES ME THINK YOU EVER WILL?..

I'M DONE. I AM. YOU KNOW THAT, SO ACCEPT IT. STOP TRYING TO ACT LIKE I'M DOING EVERYTHING WRONG! STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON WHEN I'M NOT. ALL I WANT IS FREEEDOM AND MY FUN BACK. YOU ALWAYS KNEW HOW TO TAKE AWAY MY FUN FROM BEING WITH MY FRIENDS AND THAT'S WHAT THEY HATE ABOUT ME.. BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS RUIN MY FUCKING FUN IN EVERYTHING. JUST LET ME FUCKING BE ALREADY. LIFE GOES ON.. READ IT LEARN IT AND ACCEPT IT. LIKE THEY SAID: STOP TRYING TO PUT THE PIECES BACK TO A BROKEN GLASS, BECAUSE IN THE END YOU'LL END UP HURTING YOURSELF! SO BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVE RIT ALREADY. I'M TIRED OF TRYING .. OF TRYING TO BE HAPPPY BUT YOU ONLY MADE THINGS WORSE! I'M TIRED OF TRYING TO ACT LIKE EVERYTHINGS OKAY BUT IN REALITY IT ISN'T BECAUSE OF YOU TORTURING ME WITH THESE STUPID DUMB QUESTIONS THAT YOU ASK. YOU MAKE LIKE ITS SO EASY FOR ME.. WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT? IT ISN'T, OKAY?!
SO LIVE YOUR LIFE WHILE I LIVE MINE! AND DON'T SAY YOU REALIZED BECAUSE I'VE HEARD TO MANY TIME BEFORE AND 'TILL THIS DAY I STILL CAN'T SEE WHAT YOU REALIZED BECAUSE YOU REALLLY SITLL ACT THE SAME! AND DON'T TELL ME YOUR SORRY BECAUSE I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SORRIES. APPARENTLY YOUR SORRIES MEAN NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE. SO LEAVE IT ALREADY. JUST KNOW THAT I FUCKING TRIED OKAY. I REALLY DID! BUT EVERYTIME I TRIED TO MAKE THINGS WORK YOU KNEW JUST HOW TO FUCK IT UP A G A I N..

IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.. no one..
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Earrrly bird

I'm up pretty damn early.
Reason being 'cause I can't go back to sleep after my mom dropped me off. But whatever. So yesterday I went to RCIA and we learned about forgiving which was a good topic.
"If your holding grudges, let it g o. . ." - auntie precy.

So basically I'm letting go of my grudges against people because holding grudges against a person only makes me angry when I could spend that time being happy.. mhm. And plus, it's no used holding grudges against someone when you know that they don't care. It's like your giving them the attention, you know? They're not even supposed to be worth your time. With that being said, Just "Let go, & Let God." Other than that, there really isn't anything special to update on. Its 640 so I need to get ready! sorry for all the typos, I'm still getting used to my G1. J)

Btw, GOOD MORNING.. :D

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UPDATE:
Period 1: Completed 3 pages of Geometry while conversating with Ash & Makmak.
Period 2: I felt super lazy because she talks way too much! >_<
Lunch: Me & Ash we're supposed to get our workers permit, BUT Mrs. Whateverhernameis wasn't there. Walked around. Chilled with the girls for a bit. Met up Ricky for Manapua but RICHARD ATE ALL THE CHICKEN! Fatass! HAHA, just kidding richhard gum-meow.
Period 3: Uyeda's class is always fucking chill, tell me not? :) Supposed to run laps today but it was pouring. Instead, he tolds us like a million of things to do when/if we get raped by someone, or get date raped. HA. It was pretty interesting 'cause I learned new stuffs ^_^
Period 4: ALWAYS a bore. When was it not, right? Well, tweaked on my G1. Played stupid snake & beat'd my highscore! AND tetris, ha. Read the book & it was funny.
Afterschool: Went home to Izaiah crying! HAHA. Hugged the shit out of him since he cried this morning 'cause he didnt want my cousin & I to leave ;( So sad. So I fed em' & played with him. Daddy picked me up at 4.

Now I have yet to do:
- 3 Health article summaries
- Emanuals story worksheet
- Find 2 GOOD health articles
- Get a journal & re-write my journal entries
- Complete the list of shit to do for Uyeda
- And have a goood night sleeep!

So gay, hit up my G1. LATER.

Random thoughts.

- ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS!! Emphasize on ALWAYS, know what you deserve and never settle for anything less. No matter how much you want it, you have to learn that it's not all about what you want, rather about what you deserve.

- Don't give in no matter how much you love the person because the more you give in, the more they'll end up taking advantage of you because THEY KNOW that your willing to give in anytime.

- Don't look for love, let love find you. Chances are, the more you go searching for love, the more you'll end up gettin' hurt. You don't want that, now dont you? ;]

- If you don't like something about yourself, then CHANGE IT. Everything is up to you, NO ONE ELSE.

- STOP searching for what you WANT, REALIZE what you actually already HAVE.

- For all you dumb younger-than-me couple; LOVE doesn't mean to be abused by your boyfriend everyday, every other day, or once a week. IT DOESN'T matter. No boy has the right to hurt a girl physically because if your boyfriend loved you, then he WOULDN'T hurt you.

- I find it really funny how you and your boyfriend has only been going out for 3 days and your already saying 'I love you' HA HA.

- I hate girls who think they know every fucking thing. And those who think that they're the bomb. SHIT.. get over yehselves, PAAA LEAZE.

- GUYS who think they top dawg and can beat the shit outta' anybody are just bunch of low-lifes, for real. Stop actin' yo' dick size asswipe, ACT YOUR AGE =)

- "what you don't see with you eyes, don't witness with your mouth" That's the same as- "Don't assume! You make an ASS out of U and ME." ;)



Yeah, just thought I'd mention everythiing on my mind since I really don't want to blog about my day ;P BWAHAHAHA. Anyhoots, News is on & I sha'll watch :) Hit me up on my G1 & keep me company, why don'tcha? ;]

HALO

I love this video for some odd reason o_O HAHA.

O B A M A for change.

Today goes down in history :D HAHA. Woke up hella' early to get dropped off to grandma's house. Watched the Inauguration all morning 'till I headed to school.

Period 1- Pretty good. Talked stories with Ash & Did work :)
Period 2- Irritating! -_- Took notes, graphed, lab skits, & more notes! >_<
Lunch- It was alright. Chilled at Canon's.
Period 3- Ran 1 lap around the courtyard. Listened to Uyeda talk the rest of the class.
Period 4- WAIT, before period 4, I was walking to class and I didn't hear Ashley calling me 'till the 3rd time she yelled my name from a far across the fricking courtyard. HAHAA, it was funny 'cause she looked like an idiot calling my name while I was walking faster & just ignoring her! HAHAHA. Anyhoots, 4th was okay. Wrote about the Presidential Inauguration.
Went to my grandma's afterschool. Played with Ej (Elijah) & Izaiah to kill time 'till my mom came to pick me up.

Currently watching the Inauguration still but i'm bored to death! -__- I can't wait 'till I get my new phone tomorrow, or maybe thursday. New homework to do, shiiiiiii.

Weekend at Kalihi

Friday- No school, didn't do shit. I don't even know why they canceled school! It would've been a good weather for school ;P Finally got internet. Got dropped off to Waikele where I met up with my cousins. Slept over Kalihi.

Saturday- Went to Circuit City since their closing down. Not much of SALE, lame. Still expensive -_- Went back home & just cruised. E-bay'd the whole night ;D Cousin won me a Wii remote + Nunchuck! So technically I save about $20 buckarooos right there! YAY.

Sunday- Woke up early to head to church with them. Mass finished @ 9:30, went back home then packed up whatever we needed & headed down to Todai's with my cousins ^_^ Good food, plus Crepes! :D :D :D exxxxtra smiles* Went back Circuit City.. Cousins just bought DVD's & what not. Then headed back to kalihi. Slept when we got home & Dealed with dumb ugly problems again. Whatever.


Probably gonna go somewhere again tomorrow with the cousins. Hopefully I bump into ashley them since they might be headin' to where I'm going, haha :) Mkay Gonna go shower, watch movies with the cousins then i'm callin' it a night <3

"I've learned.."

"I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.

All you can do is be someone who can be loved.

The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care,

some people just don't care back. And it's not the end of the world.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,

and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life,

but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.

After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself

to the best others can do,

but to the best you can do.

I've learned that it's not what happens to people,

It's what they do about it.

I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it,

there are always two sides.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.

It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going

long after you think you can't.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done

When it needs to be done

regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,

but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,

but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.

Same goes for true love.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,

doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is,

they're going to hurt you every once in a while

and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.

Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,

the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,

but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they don't love each other.

And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual

ahead of their actions.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing

and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter the consequences,

those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.

I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours

by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give,

when a friend cries out to you,

you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing,

as well as talking,

can ease emotional pains.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life

are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice

and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

I've learned to love

and be loved.

I've learned... "

-Omer B. Washington

Slacking & stressing.

Lately I havn't been on a roll! -_-
I'm fucking lacking sleep, not even doing work, & missed one day of school & not even finishing my essay. How annoying! I promised myself to do better this year, & I hope I AM. Ugh, lack of sleep is really getting to me. Stress also! >;[ Akeedo has been stressin' me a lot. And i'm really not ready to deal with it AGAIN. Actually, I'm done with it. I've been through hell and back every damn day.. But yet, he never realizes or learns his lesson. So it's useless for real. I'm fucking tired of explaining things & him assuming i'm doing shit when I'm really not. Ugh, whatever! I know, I'm suppose to be trying but if he's not trying then it doesn't make sense for me to try. Plus, what's love without trust? NOTHING.


On the other hand, School was effin' gay. I hate my 2nd & 3rd. Supposed to switch out for 3rd but Canon doesnt have a 3rd! ;( fuck. So anyways, classes we're hella boring! Like always. Afterschoo- Chilled with Ash, Ethel, Ashs' boyfriends & his friends. Zippys, Chocolate beaccch then Ethels house. Chilllll, I telll ya (= Pretty much just cruised and captured the moment, of course since me ash & ethell we're wearing plaid today, lol.

Well whatever i'm exhausted. I hope we don't have school on Friday since another storm is on it's way! You know what that means ... BE PREPARED for possible power outages, yet again. But let's hope there's not any :)

* Yawwwwn. The pillows callin' me ;]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHELL

;D & I don't regret spending the last 1 & a half days with Ethel & Ash. HAHA. Slept over Ethel's Sunday night since it was orignally me & Ashs' plan. Didn't go to sleep 'till 2 in the AM! >;] We started talking about ghost stories and superstitions, and how the ghosts we're gonna kill me first since I was in the middle! HAHA, man o man! You wouldn't believe what kind of sober fun we had! HAHAHA. Yeah, thats right .. I SAID SOBER Bxtch! :P Kidding. Anyhoots, yeah .. It was fun :) Woke up around 650'ish. I couldn't even open my eyes so they laughed at me, idiots! HAHA. Walked to ashs' house to grab her stuff then headed back to ethels. Ashley even almost got banged for talking and not checking left to right before crossing! I saved her life! HAHA. Made us breakfast & then got ready. Headed to Pearls & met up with everyone. Ate at CPK for Ethel's birthday ^_^ Watched Unborn, which was kinda gay. It wasn't even scary to me at all 'cept the part where the old mans neck went upside down! >_< But other than that, BOO. HA. Walked around & then decided that we'd go home. Stopped by for Jamba Juice then Jason dropped us off at transit & bussed it to Ethels. Homebound around 7:30. Today was a good day.


Boohoo, we got school again tomorrow -_- And not only that, I have to go school early since we still have to pick up schedules! How annoying! I hope I have good people in my classes. Hmph.

And I missed Secret Life of An American Teenager, crap! This sucks, I have to sleep early 'cause i'm wakin' up 5AM, fxck.

Life sucks ;( HAHA.
ASH: Do you need a straw?
ME: No why?
ASH: To suck it up bitch!

HAHA, Congrats to Jason & Ashley :)
Nightynight!

REAL EYES, REAL LIES, REALIZE

REALIZE- Something you should start learning.

It's the shit you fucking do to me that's makes me tired of dealing with you everyfuckingday. A girl only HAS so many things to handle but you make like I have time for your shit every minute of every hour! You think it's SO damn easy for me to deal with a relationship like ours but it's not easy, and no one said it would be. I feel like you put so much on my hands, you make me handle everything while your over there bossin' me around for something I DONT do. Most times your mad at me, WHY?! 'Cause your assuming things that you THINK i'm going to do?! I feel like I should'nt have gave in so many times because you only take advantage of every chance you get. And this time it's foreal. I've done enough for you. I tried to handle things the best way I could but stilll, no matter how many times i've explained things to you, YOU STILL don't understand. You keep on assuming and thinking i'm doing wrong, but THINK AGAIN. I only tried to make things work but you keep mouthing off like you know shit when you really dont! >;( You always think you can just fucking lock me down and have control over me, BUT YOU CAN'T AND YOU WONT. Sometimes I wish I could just forget you & leave, but I'm not fucking like that >;( And even when I just start to leave you alone give me these dumb bullshit text messages about how your realizing shit, when your really not! UGH, tough love for real.

"All you gotta do is love me and be loyal. Don't indulge in my past- fuck what happened before you..." -50 Cent

SUN day

I though the storm was still here? But I guess the weather people we're right- It was gonna pass by quickly! :P


So back to RCIA class it was. Went to class. Learned new things for the new year. After class, dropped of Dulce & picked up my cuzzo & headed home! Tweaked on the Wii for the longest and ate delicious crab! :D MMM, YUM. Mother decided that she wanted to go shopping so we headed to pearls. Shopped & spent my $50 gift card to FOREVER21, finally! Haha. Bought clothes and what-not. Just walked around for a couple of hours & then homebound. Played Wii again & ate pretzels. Mommy got a cut on her finger so we went to longs to get bandages and pick up her medication. Now i'm bloggging 'cause i'm bored. But I wont be bored the whole night since i'm sleepin' over Ethel's tonight! YAY! :D

Tomorrow's Ethel's birthday, can't wait!

FRIDAY

Bride Wars & Unborn comes out! WAAAAAH*
MOVIE TIME 8) LOL, havn't been to the movies in awhile.

Let's recap on my day, sha'll we? WE SHALLL! :)

Woke up extra early! Damn, my eyes we're stuck, lol! Not used to waking up hella' early anymore. So, my mother dropped me off to my cousins house in Kalihi. Watched TV, then fell asleep. Woke up 15 before 10. Watched baby Matt & whatnot. Got ready to go out & headed to alaz. Bought me a Hello Kitty bag since it was 50% offf :D And cheap cute slippers at slipper house for 5 buckarooos! Yeah, actually it's sidewalk sale so that's why its hella' cheap ;) Anywhos, cousin came to picked us up. Cruised around Waikiki then picked up J.R. from work & headed back to the house. Watched Matt for the remainder of the time while waiting for my mom to get me. Headed home, & man oh man! Can traffic get any worse on this damn rock?! >;[ UGH. Well yeah, the rest after is bunch of non-sense.

I did, however, accomplish my skills level on the Wii, lol. Sounds lame, but whatever! Well schools almost here! >;[ Even if I hate it, I got to keep tryin' 'cause I want to prove my parents wrong! Unlike others who say everythings hard but they're not even trying.. >_< Not to be mean.

Okay, bye!

Yesterday > Today

Yesterday was SO MUCH better than today. Well, except the part where Zayla came over today :D

But anyway, Janice, Margie, & Agni planned to make a 'suprise' birthday party for Dulce & the plans finally pulled through. HAH. Suprised Dulce although the time was kind of running down, but who cares right? I knew she loved the suprise :D There wasn't much of us but we still made the most out of it, well atleast I TRIED too. I didn't cruise with them like this for the longest, & damn it feels good ;) So we chilled, ate, played Wii, took a couple pictures, & just talked stories. I left kind of early though 'cause my mother- as always.

And today? Oh gosh, can my day get any boringer?! I basically sat my ass down on the couch playing Wii or sat my ass on my bed MySpacing on this stupid laptop! So to make use of my time, I did a workout on the damn Wii, playing boxing. Mhm, Zayla them came over later in the day. Helped Charity with her wedding things & kicked back with my neice :D ^_^ She always knows how to make me smile ^_^ <3

Broken - Lifehouse

I wish..

You made it easier to understand.
You knew how it actually felt like in my shoe.
You knew how many times i've stressed over US
You knew how it felt like being accused of something you didn't do
You knew how bad it killed me inside
You knew how to understand me
You knew how to let me go a little (-_-)
You knew how to trust me fully ..
You tried to work things out the right way
You didn't think so much about yourself
You didn't think so much about others butting in
You didn't think so much about the 'WHAT IF's'
You didn't assume that i'd possibly just take off and leave you hanging

You knew how many times I tried to make things work

I wish ..

(notrust=nolove.)

so far so good

I know, I know .. I'm slaccckin! Ha.

Too buisy enjoying my winter break before it's back-to-school, again -__- But i've got one more week to enjoy [;

Let's see, I went out A LOT due to the fact the I was in Kalihi for the past 5 days. Lol, I slept over friday and didn't get home 'till today. And must I say, my 'vacation' was hella good :D Did a shit load in that 5 days and i'm glad 'cause i'm somewhat sticking to my new years resolution. YAY! And on top of that, I came home with A new flat screen TV in the living room (Now I can play Wii with a bigger screen ^_^), New speakers, AND! A new desktop computer. Oh gosh! I love my parents oh so much! :D What more can I ask for?! Lol, actually I didn't have to ask; It was all on them this time, haha! So anyway, I've been shopping around the malls lately and i'm getting sick of it. Haha, Seeing the same old shit with different people is so boring! Then again, what girl doesn't LOVE shopping?! ;D

Haha, Oh & I'm finally gonna get Internet without stealing connection from others, tomorrow! BUT, I'm kind of laying off the internet usage because I always like to depend my life so much on the internet when I could be doing something else BETTER right? RIGHT.

Anywho, Gonna get some shut eye. I'm kind of tired of from long day.. Goodnight ♥

'Family Matters'

Currently watching that and it's so dumb to me, seriously! Lol.

Anywho, First blog of '09 but nothing exciting to update on. Boohooo -_-
I just rested, slept, played Wii, & tweaked on MySpace the whole day! Talk about no-lifer, lol. Mhm. Went to my grandma's though for awhile :) Popped leftovers with the little kids & just upload pictures. That's pretty much my day.

Goin' to Kalihi tomorrow & possibly sleep over, HM. Sounds like a plan!

Until then, Peaaace!

GOODBYE '08, HELLLO '09!

What a good start off for the new year ^_^ Someones mowing their lawn & it's fricking 12:14 in the AM, wtf right? HAHAHA ;D Welll, last night was good! Spent the last day of '08 with the fambam & partied for my brother. Yes, his birthday was one New Years Eve, lol! So was my cousins. Anywho, played Wii, popped fireworks and did a good ass worked out with my hands! Haha, Carried Zayla & Izaiah (take turns, btw) & Zayla knew off the back that I was gettin' tired because she told the family "Auty tiyuhd." HAHA, Cute huh? Mmm, but yeah. Just talked stories & ate dinner with the family. Everyone left before 12 ;( But that's alright. Watched a good show with my mother n' father from their window [; HA.

Man, 2008 was filled with so many ups & downs. I can pretty much say i've encountered many things this year that I never thought I would. Eventually, things happen. But all I have to say is that everyone i've spent it with this year made 2008 filled with many many memories that i wont forget. And even if we've drifted, you know you made a huge impact in my life somehow, some way. I love you all! And to everyone else, I hope 2008 was a good year for you all. For now, let's just hope that '09 will be even better! ^_^ Just live life everyday like it's your last! Fxck the drama, just go with the flow (:


Well, I've said what I needed too. As for my NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS? HM! Lol.

- Be good to my parents & make them proud
- Appreciate everything I got in front of me.
- Eat healthy, & lose some pounds ;D
- Get my grades up & keep up my 3.5 + GPA!
- Keep being faithful to MarkAguinaldoAcido!
- Cut down on the swearing.
- Go church EVERY WEEKEND
- Stop being lazy.
- & last but not the least, KEEP MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS!! hahahahaha :D


Aw, I hope '09 will be even bettter :D
As for now all I can say is HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, be safe, enjoy every day as much as you can, don't let anyone break you, be strong, goood luck, & GOD BLESS <3